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I wonder what the hell this is. (triggering)

Posted October 15th 2012 at 12:30 AM by Ennui.

Tags pills, suicide

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Three doses. Three doses of pills were added to my collection. I haven't done that in quite a long time.

I don't even feel suicidal. I've felt down. But not suicidal.

So why the hell am I still storing pills? What the hell is this?

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1. 	Hey there beautiful, Have you thought about just throwing them away? You do not need them, there should never be a "in case of bad day" stash. There are bad days, but this is not a bad life, you don't need that backup plan. I know exactly how this is, I had the same thing a couple years ago but a good friend of mine watches me as I threw them all away. Stay strong beautiful Dez. <3 Traci
   	Posted October 16th 2012 at 09:59 AM by Coffee.

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