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Posted January 29th 2014 at 09:15 PM by Ennui.
Skipped school today. I have such an aversion to taking the bus in the morning and my mom couldn't take me today, so I sort of just sat in bed refusing to get dressed until I ran late. Not to mention I dropped my Kindle on my face and managed to cut my lip, and I gave myself a little bit of a fat lip. So my face hurt. And TH was down this morning.
Well, I DID start getting dressed after a while but either way it was too late and for some reason I was such an emotional wreck this morning that I started scratching at my arm. My nails aren't horribly sharp so I don't have any lasting damage except two barely-noticeable lines on my arm. I can say my eczema was bothering me and I scratched a bit too much or something.
So I went back to bed after. Woke up at noon and started to regret skipping. Making up trade work is easy but I have SO much to do in art class and am SO far behind. My friend said she got me some of my work so I'll do what I can and then go see her to get the rest of it, but art is so triggering and stressful that I really don't want to, but I'm missing art class on Friday too so I have to keep up and get what I'm missing Friday too.
My doctor's appointment is February 11th. If I put cocoa butter on my cuts and scars every day I wonder how faded I can get them before that date. Probably not much. I'm fucked. There's no doubt about what those scars are from.
Played Portal 2 all day, so that was fun.
Well, I DID start getting dressed after a while but either way it was too late and for some reason I was such an emotional wreck this morning that I started scratching at my arm. My nails aren't horribly sharp so I don't have any lasting damage except two barely-noticeable lines on my arm. I can say my eczema was bothering me and I scratched a bit too much or something.
So I went back to bed after. Woke up at noon and started to regret skipping. Making up trade work is easy but I have SO much to do in art class and am SO far behind. My friend said she got me some of my work so I'll do what I can and then go see her to get the rest of it, but art is so triggering and stressful that I really don't want to, but I'm missing art class on Friday too so I have to keep up and get what I'm missing Friday too.
My doctor's appointment is February 11th. If I put cocoa butter on my cuts and scars every day I wonder how faded I can get them before that date. Probably not much. I'm fucked. There's no doubt about what those scars are from.
Played Portal 2 all day, so that was fun.
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I'm sorry today wasn't all that good. I still think that putting you in an indestructable plastic bubble is a good idea! ;)
You know anytime TH is not up feel free to leave me spam on pinger or send me an email, FB message, etc and just let me know on pinger that I have something somewhere else. I feel kinda bad not getting on sooner, despite being up hours prior to when I finally did get on...i'll try to do better on that in the future. :)
I'm sure that if you work at it and stay clean otherwise, you should be able to fade those enough to pass them off as old scars.
Portal 2 sounds like a fun game, but I don't think I'd want to attempt to download it XD I know you've had fun playing it though!
Continue to stay strong and as always you know where I am if you ever need to talk! :) :hug:Posted January 30th 2014 at 02:06 AM by Thereishope
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Sometimes we all need a break from school and there's nothing wrong with that. Just try not to make a habit of it! I wish art wasn't so triggering for you.
I'm sending you tons of strength and love so you can get through the rest of the school year without a problem!!! 
Posted January 30th 2014 at 02:12 AM by DemonQueen
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I'm sorry you had a bad day! I think everyone gets overwhelmed and stressed out from school every now and again and need a day away.
Also, I don't know if you have tried this, but I found that bio oil works really well at fading scars, like even big surgery scars. I know you usually only see it advertised for stretch marks, but it works you might consider looking into it if you haven't already.Posted January 31st 2014 at 02:52 PM by hopefuldreamer
