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Posted March 8th 2012 at 07:17 PM by Ennui.
Tags appointments, guidance counselor, relapse, schedule, school, self harm, testing, therapist, venting
I really don't know why I feel so shitty right now. Monday was fine enough, Tuesday I had to take two statewide tests and a final for science. I almost had a breakdown in science class that day, pretty much I threw my pen down and came super close to crying, calling myself a failure, the whole nine yards. Wednesday I was just under stress and whatever, like I have been for a while now. I was supposed to have therapy today but the coolant line in our car broke and so we had to cancel the appointment. I really fucking needed that appointment, I need to get stuff off of my chest. I've been emailing my guidance counselor back and forth about how my therapy sessions are going, and in this response I told her that today's appointment was cancelled and while I needed to get stuff out, I doubt I'd be able to see her (my guidance counselor) because I don't know when the statewide testing schedule will allow for it. But I really need to vent to someone, either her or my school psychologist, before the 15th when my next therapy session is, a week away from now. I feel like a relapse is around the corner and I don't know what to do.
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Hey beautiful
Just remember that there's so many of us that would love to be there for you if you let us.
You don't have to do any of this alone.
You're absolutely amazing & I love you so much.
Keep your head up.
<3Posted March 8th 2012 at 07:43 PM by Hollifire
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Sounds like there's a lot going on. I'm sorry, little Dezmaid. I hope things get better soon. And remember I'm always here for you.Posted March 8th 2012 at 11:14 PM by Storyteller.
