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Asdgfh.
Posted April 10th 2015 at 02:04 PM by Ennui.
I'm tired of feeling like this. Starting to wonder if I should call my APRN and try to get an earlier appointment.
I'm always feeling so heavy and stressed and overwhelmed and ugh. Just generally blah. I'd rather be curled up in bed and just not doing anything. I keep really wanting to cut.
And when I have energy and when I'm in a good mood, boy is it extreme. I seriously couldn't stand still for the life of me the other day after the Drag Ball, I was so pumped.
But it's so volatile, those good moods, and it's like when I'm happy I'm just waiting for something to come along and crush it. As if the happy only lasts in the moment and then it turns back into anxiety and stress and sad.
I'm worrying all too much right now. Any little thing is getting me worked up. Blah.
Asdgfh.
I'm always feeling so heavy and stressed and overwhelmed and ugh. Just generally blah. I'd rather be curled up in bed and just not doing anything. I keep really wanting to cut.
And when I have energy and when I'm in a good mood, boy is it extreme. I seriously couldn't stand still for the life of me the other day after the Drag Ball, I was so pumped.
But it's so volatile, those good moods, and it's like when I'm happy I'm just waiting for something to come along and crush it. As if the happy only lasts in the moment and then it turns back into anxiety and stress and sad.
I'm worrying all too much right now. Any little thing is getting me worked up. Blah.
Asdgfh.
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Im here if you want a chat. Stay strong, you got this <3Posted April 10th 2015 at 02:40 PM by Palmolive
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I would definitely look into seeing if you can get in earlier but if not I'm sure you can make it till your scheduled time. I do understand how you're feeling though, I myself went through periods of the same thing. This also might just be a seasonal thing too. Something also to inquire about as well. I do hope you start feeling happier and more energetic for longer periods of time. As always you know where I am if you ever want to talk about anything! :hug:Posted April 10th 2015 at 02:45 PM by Thereishope
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I know that for me, spending time around children made me really get into the moment and not even worry about what is yet to come or how the good mood will vanish. If you have something that really captivates you and gets you engaged try doing that. It can pass time and then by the end of it you can say, the time passed and that moment was well spent and because it is stuck in time it cant undo itself. It is a good thing to remember :3Posted April 10th 2015 at 03:31 PM by Not_here
