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Crap. (TRIG)

Posted March 9th 2012 at 01:39 AM by Ennui.

Tags excuses, grounding, parents, relapse, self harm

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I did it again. I cut. On the arm. Only once but still. I have NO excuse whatsoever as to how I could have gotten a cut there. Fuck. I really can't lose my phone and my computer, I really can't be grounded. I just can't do this. Even with worrying about getting caught I am calmed down now, because the SH calms me and that's why I DO this, and I probably won't worry too much more about it as soon as I find a valid excuse for why it's there, but still. It's really not a bad cut either, not too deep or anything, maybe I can pull this off...

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1. 	I love you, so much
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 05:40 AM by Hollifire

2. 	Hey, it'll be okay. You can do this <3
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 07:00 AM by blumemusik♫

3. 	Hope you're okay lovely. I'm here if you ever need a chat. Keep smiling :-)
   	Posted March 9th 2012 at 08:23 PM by Palmolive

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