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Okay, so, I'm sorry...

Posted April 27th 2012 at 01:49 AM by Ennui.

Tags apologize, apology, depression, self harm, social contact, socialize

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I don't know how many of you have noticed how down I have gotten lately. I had relapsed with my SH 4 or 5 days in a row, something I usually don't do. Yesterday broke that cycle and today has been good so far.

I've been dreading answering the phone, getting annoyed when I do, and I've noticed myself distancing from people I talk to, whether it is on MSN or here. So, for all of you who may have noticed this, I'm so, so sorry. Sometimes I even dread it when people hug me or touch me, anything like that. So, if a certain person is reading this, I'm sorry to them for that. Sometimes I even try to avoid going places except maybe the mall, but I come home from there just as upset and exhausted as before I left, there's just a few hour break in between sometimes.

Actually, this has been going on for a while now. Most days I just want to go home and curl up in bed and stay there.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me right now and I don't know how long it'll last, but I'm sorry everyone.

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1. 	There's no need to apologise. If you ever want to talk or anything, you know where to find me. <3
   	Posted April 27th 2012 at 06:35 AM by Storyteller.

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