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I don't know what to do anymore.
I just want to die.
I can't seem to do ANYTHING right. I've always been a failure. My whole life is going to be ruined soon.
I don't know.
I feel so dead so I don't know why I'm even alive right now. I don't even know why I am writing something that makes no sense.
No one cares.
What's the point.
I've lost everyone.
I've lost my sanity.
I'm actually insane.
No I'm not trying to write a poem, either.
I just don't want to write in paragraphs. So last decade. Y'know?
I want to live. I just can't. Blugh.
Life. It makes me sick.
Every human being, to me, is a liar. I hate humanity. I hate it. I hate living.
Why am I still here typing?
Uh. I'm so pathetic. So stupid. So damn useless. So ugly. So nasty.
Someone help me. Oh wait. I'm too far gone.
I guess...my grave awaits..idk.
Oh, bless me Lord for I have sinned. It's been a lifetime since I last confessed.