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Unhappy the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 09:28 AM

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well i just turned 15 this month on the 7th i had a great time and we can home and the fighting started the hitting the everything the bullying at school started again and now the thought of death and sucide has came back and i keep crying i dont know what to do anymore weather to listen to it or ignore it


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 10:09 AM

Please ignore those thoughts. I know it's hard and it seems like that's the only answer, but it's not. Life can get better. Is there anyone you can talk to about the hitting and bullying? A friend, therapist, or school counselor? This is a really heavy thing to be dealing with on your own. You say the feeling is back, what did you do to deal with it last time?

Just hang in there, okay? Focus on your breathing and try to calm down. I know you don't feel like it right now, but you're so much stronger than you think. PM/VM me if you ever need to talk.
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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 10:11 AM

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Please ignore those thoughts. I know it's hard and it seems like that's the only answer, but it's not. Life can get better. Is there anyone you can talk to about the hitting and bullying? A friend, therapist, or school counselor? This is a really heavy thing to be dealing with on your own. You say the feeling is back, what did you do to deal with it last time?

Just hang in there, okay? Focus on your breathing and try to calm down. I know you don't feel like it right now, but you're so much stronger than you think. PM/VM me if you ever need to talk.
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i dealt with it by cutting and burning along with never eating and that but it maid things worse


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 10:22 AM

Yeah, don't do that, hun. That just makes things worse. It's so great that you came on here instead of automatically going back to self harming. I'm proud of you. Make sure you check out the Alternatives to Self Harm thread here if you start feeling the urge to do that. There are a bunch of different methods, so if one doesn't work for you, keep trying.

You should try to tell someone what you're going through. It's a lot for you to be dealing with on your own. I don't really know what to say, but I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way. I won't say that I know what you're going through, because I don't, but I know what those feelings are like and it's just awful. But there are people who want you to stay in this world. Hang in there.


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 11:24 AM

to be honest i cant talk to anyone i have no-one i cant trust my mom or dad anymore


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 18th 2012, 07:41 PM

Hey. I am *super* happy for you for not going right to self harm. It is a hard choice, to try to fight it. So I really want to get it across that that was the best choice to make. So awesome job so far <3

Fighting those thoughts is a big step in going the right way. You just have to think about how much you have going for yourself. Your future, your friends, etc. You may not see it right now, I know I don't sometimes, but the world is such a huge place. There is so much that can and will happen, and chances are, you will love it.

I realise you probably don't want to talk about all of this. So if you ever need a friend to just be nutty with or just talk to about your day or anything, my inbox is always open. It's cool with me. If not, that is totally fine too. I just want to make it clear that you don't have to be alone in this.

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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 20th 2012, 10:07 PM

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Hey. I am *super* happy for you for not going right to self harm. It is a hard choice, to try to fight it. So I really want to get it across that that was the best choice to make. So awesome job so far <3

Fighting those thoughts is a big step in going the right way. You just have to think about how much you have going for yourself. Your future, your friends, etc. You may not see it right now, I know I don't sometimes, but the world is such a huge place. There is so much that can and will happen, and chances are, you will love it.

I realise you probably don't want to talk about all of this. So if you ever need a friend to just be nutty with or just talk to about your day or anything, my inbox is always open. It's cool with me. If not, that is totally fine too. I just want to make it clear that you don't have to be alone in this.

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thanks but its worse now i went to my school the teacher keeps pushing alternative school out the way so im close to ending it all


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 20th 2012, 10:16 PM

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Sorry, I'm kind of confused. What do you mean about alternative school?
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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 20th 2012, 10:30 PM

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Sorry, I'm kind of confused. What do you mean about alternative school?
I'm really sorry you feel so bad. You're not alone. We're here for you. <3 Please don't give up.

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an alternative school is where if the kid has problems at one and has issuse like selfharm and that they can go there and get better and do schooling to and i showed them my arms today theres atleast 30 new freash cutts


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 20th 2012, 10:36 PM

Are they trying to make you go there or something?


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Are they trying to make you go there or something?
no im wanting to go there becuase its a program i trust to help me it helped a few friends


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 20th 2012, 11:07 PM

Have you tried sitting down with your teacher and explaining that you're having a really hard time and you really think the program would help you since it's helped some other people that you know? Or are they just not open to it at all?


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Unhappy Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 21st 2012, 01:25 AM

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Unhappy Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:09 AM

im not feeling well after lastnight and this morning taking pills i feel so stupied yet i never went to the hospital i went to school threw pain and vomiting alittle blood every now and then and i keept quiet all day even when i got home with my mom


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:13 AM

I'm so sorry, hun. How are you feeling now? Are you still vomiting? You should really see a doctor.


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:27 AM

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alittle but no blood and i feel kinda better


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:34 AM

That's good. Have you told anyone about what happened?


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:37 AM

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That's good. Have you told anyone about what happened?
No i havent i kinda of hinted it to my mother but i didnt tell her


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 02:47 AM

I think you should tell her. You really need to see a doctor.


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i told her she kinda broke down crying and now my parents are fighting great another headach


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 23rd 2012, 05:38 AM

I'm really sorry they reacted this way. Is there anyone else you can talk to?


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Unhappy Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 24th 2012, 03:57 AM

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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 25th 2012, 07:48 AM

It's really great that you told them, even though they weren't as supportive as you needed them to be. That was very brave of you. If you need to talk PM me. You're not alone.


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Re: the feeling is back again :( - August 26th 2012, 12:10 AM

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