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Unhappy fuck it - August 20th 2012, 11:44 AM

fuck it, ima give life 1 more chance!!!!! even with a counselor, this website, a school guidance counselor, 1 or 2 supportive AND a kids helpline, things just aint getting better :P
im sick of this boy who i thought was my friend, constantly calling me fat and ugly and calling my friends he doesnt know gay
im sick of my 'best friend' yelling at me about how rude and disrespectful and selfish i am
im sick of all the bullies taking EVERY MISTAKE i make and turning it into something horrible and never letting me forget
im sick of people lying to me SO MUCH that i dont even trust my best friends bree and teaneil!
im sick of the fevers, the tears, the people asking what happened to my arm
im sick of people TRYING to get me angry to the point that i snap and say nasty stuff to them
im sick of looking in the mirror and TRYING to tell myself im beautiful, when that hidious, ugly, fat, DISGUSTING creature stares back
im sick of people telling me what to do
im sick of people acting like im weak
im sick of people teasing me and teasing me
im sick of trying to fight away the suicidal thoughts
im sick of crying every night, praying that things will get better
im sick of living in my friends' shadows
im sick of being told i have a PERFECT LIFE and that "at least you dont have blah blah blah!!' WHEN THEY KNOW NOTHING
im sick of swearing into Paint or Word Pad documents or under my breath
im sick of talking about my problems but having them continue
im sick of people saying they can help when they cant do anything
im sick of people thinking they understand me when they dont!
im SICK OF FIGHTING!!!!



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Re: fuck it - August 24th 2012, 05:32 AM

hey. im sorry u feel like this. i really am. but i want you to know there are people that care. go to your local church and just cry out your heart to them and the lord. i know u may not believe right now. it may be hard for you to believe because of whats happening in your life. BUT IT CAN CHANGE. i am going to hard problems in my life as well. ive had suicidal thought too. but the church makes everything feel better for me. I WANT YOU TO TRY IT. it will help you
   
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Re: fuck it - August 25th 2012, 09:04 AM

ok thank you



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