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Tired of fighting - September 27th 2012, 05:41 PM

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I'm sick of being a no one, I'm sick of thinking negative most of the time and I'm tired of hanging onto life where I don't exist in this crazy and messed up world.

I've got no one I can talk to in person that cares about me and wants to help me out when I'm in trouble. I wish I had friends, I use to but I ruined the friendships I had by trying to commit suicide a year and a half ago. It took me nearly 2 years to form a friendship with them and then I decide to go on a downhill spiral of negative habits and attempt of suicide. I can't make friends anymore i've got no social skills, i'm useless.

If I could wish for one thing in my life, I would wish that I didn't fail at trying to commit suicide I'm sick of myself.

All I want is to be helped but no one wants too even health professionals don't care. They think they can just feed me with medication and then everything will be great but thats not how it works. All I need to feel some hope is to have somebody I can talk to on a weekly basis who wants to work with me to get better but I'm too much for people to handle.

I want to die so bad, and i'm scared that one day soon I will suceed
   
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Re: Tired of fighting - October 5th 2012, 01:34 AM

Sometimes, things take time, friendships take time to form. I'm just starting college and I have 0 friends, and it has been a month, I know how it feels to need someone. I am here if you need to talk. I don't want you to succeed in committing suicide.



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Re: Tired of fighting - October 5th 2012, 01:38 AM

Hey there,
I agree with the above post, friendships take time to evolve and sometimes it takes a lot of time. I mean, in all my fifteen years I've never been able to hold onto a solid friend, probably since I skip around schools a lot but I haven't had one whom I could really use to lean on. My bestfriend of four years is starting to drift away from me because we don't have common interests anymore.

Don't give up on living, stay positive. You'll make friends in no time, friends who'll love you for who you are and not judge for your past actions.

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Re: Tired of fighting - October 5th 2012, 02:38 AM

Hey there. We here on TH do care. You do matter. I'd be happy to try to talk stuff out with you if you want.


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