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No, no, please, no :'( - October 15th 2012, 10:58 AM

I told you I could handle it, I was wrong.
I love him and right now I'm sobbing, first time in months really. the only reason I'm still here right now is because of him. I met him on here and he's my first real love, my first true love and I realised something was wrong and he told me that he was going to lie to me and tell me he wouldn't talk to me. But, I got the truth, he's going to kill himself I can't live without him! I LOVE HIM! If he dies, I have no reason.
I couldn't love another guy, I couldn't feel comfortable around any guy, because I love him too much! My suicidal intentions are back, and my depression has hit me hard.
I'd miss him sooo much life would be unbearable! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM!
Tears, they feel so foreign to me but comforting, I can feel emotion still but for the wrong reason. I don't want him to go! Please, don't go. I love you.

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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 15th 2012, 12:37 PM

Please don't hurt yourself Jay. I barely know you, but from what I can tell you are an extremely nice and welcoming person, please don't throw everything you have away.

Nothing good can come from suicide, believe me.

I can't say much more since I hardly know you, but know that I care about you and something I read a few hours ago from a signature of a wonderful member of this site:

"When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over."

I'm not sure if this is a suicide related quote, but if you can't find that reason to go on, try thinking of a reason why leaving everything and everyone in your life behind is a good option.
   
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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 16th 2012, 04:37 AM

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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 16th 2012, 05:44 AM

Not feeling my best guys actually quite scared of myself, questioning my own sanity I-I can't do this! too much emotion, too much hatred, too many tears, too many fears! ARGH! I'm being driven insane by my humanity, I think I have a fear of emotions is that even possible? ahhhhh. I need to vent!!!!!!

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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 16th 2012, 05:52 PM

Thinking of you Jay
   
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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 16th 2012, 08:44 PM

Please don't, you've always been so nice and welcoming on here. You can do it. I promise.



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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 16th 2012, 09:14 PM

Please PM me, love. You can rant all you want. But I promise you, you have every reason to live. <3


   
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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 17th 2012, 03:33 AM

Don't give up <3
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Re: No, no, please, no :'( - October 17th 2012, 05:45 PM

Jay, I want you to know I am thinking of you. Please don't give up. You are a great person and such an amazing friend. PM me and you can vent all you want I will always be here for you. Please stay strong and try to stay safe.






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