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Unhappy I am selfish - October 16th 2012, 07:24 AM

(Ok I know I have posted on here a lot. And I'm sorry I'm not much help to someone. I think this will be the last one My last complaint). My sadness has gotten worse. I've noticed that I talk to my friend's boyfriend more than I should have. I do not love him. He's just one of the very few guys I feel comfortable around. I take away from they're time together. I am so selfish. No matter how many times I cut myself, I just can't seem to control myself. I admit it. I feel so jealous. He is always there for her. They can talk about anything. I am such a despicable person. Honestly if I died, everyone would be better off. I am not important. I hate myself. So much. And I can't even punish myself properly. And... I know that by posting this I am even more selfish... but... I-I.... don't know... I'm extremely sorry, but it's so hard to hold. I'm so scared... I try. I try so hard. So why can't I keep it in?
   
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Re: I am selfish - October 16th 2012, 07:26 AM

hey there, I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. BUt you are NOT selfish. It's normal when you feel this way to have a small or large need for help, although you don't really want to admit it.
Suicide isn't the way out, you can find somebody that will be there for you! Reach out to someone and they will hold on to you!

Don't give up gorgeous,

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Re: I am selfish - October 17th 2012, 03:22 AM

Thank you for the support :') I really appreciate it... I'm just... feeling lost...
   
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Re: I am selfish - October 17th 2012, 08:17 AM

I know how that feels, but it's a good thing you're reaching out. Most of the members here, me included, are here to give support and help in any way we can.

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