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Fuck it, I'm Done(Word to the depressed) - January 31st 2013, 01:47 AM

I'm done being sad, I'm done crying to sleep, I'm done hating myself, I'm done feeling lower than those around me. Fuck it, I'm done.

I'm done with the hurt, I'm done with other people's bullshit, I'm done bending over backwards for "friends" who would do not even think about doing the same for me. I'm done ignoring the friends who have actually been there for me in favor of those who haven't. Fuck it, I'm done.

I'm done being so hard on myself, I'm done with people always worrying about me. I'm done with ruining others' days who actually care just because I'm sad and they feel like they cannot do anything but watch me suffer and suffer themselves. Fuck it, I'm done

I've excused my behavior long enough, now its time I do some shit about it. No doctor has ever gotten to wear they are by crying themselves to sleep, hows that working for me? My friends and family have been there with me and all of them have gone too long unrecognized.

Though you probably are not gonna read this and never will, just know that I love you guys and I'm truly blessed to have people like you love me like no one has. I talked to God and when I look at all of you, I realize He is talking back. And you know what He is telling me?

I am an amazing work of creation. Every person on the fucking planet is as precious to Him as if they were the only one. No matter how many times I put myself down, I always have to stand up. I have to realize what I can do. I have to accept help when I need it. I have to love myself in order to truly love another. I still have a long way to go but no destination has ever been reached by sitting in one place and staring at it.

It took so damn ling to realize all this

And you know what?

Its about fucking time
   
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