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Im done. - April 23rd 2013, 08:02 AM

In the beginning of the school year, I met a Boy named Josh. I started making friends.
My grades got better.
I hadnt cut in months.
He meant the world to me.
Just seeing his face made me smile.
I was happy.
Happy isnt a feeling I know well.
We would spend as much time together as possible .
He was my first kiss.
I was self-conscious that I didnt make him as happy as he made me.
I asked him if he wanted to break up.
Of course I didnt want to.
But I thought him Being happy was all that mattered.
After a Long discussion, we had broken up.
I started cutting.
My grades went down.
I want to die.
He meant alot to me.
He was my first love.
I know im young.
Love is a strong Word but what I felt was a strong feeling.
We broke up 3 months ago and I feel dead inside.
I have to deal with seeing his face everyday.
It feels like the whole world is rested on my chest.
The cuts her deeper.
The pain gets stronger.
The only way out is to die.
   
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Re: Im done. - April 23rd 2013, 01:27 PM



I had good grades.

I had a good life.

My life was moving forward in Education.

Boys started to bully me, for little or no reason.

I Fought back.

And won.

Then girls Bullied me, because i was Too Weak to hit a girl

I met my first girlfriend.

We had the most romantic day of our lives.

We shared everything including our first kiss.
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Then she was doing it as a joke for her friends.

I became depressed.

My heart was beyond repair.

The only one i felt love for.

The only one who i thought loved me.

Laughed in my face.

And started to bully me.

I Almost killed myself.

My grades went down.

My life went down.

My education stopped.
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What happens next?

Death is not a soloution.

Its a failure.

The only thing i learned from life..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VnlihHiEVi4





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Re: Im done. - April 24th 2013, 05:31 AM

Hey, Darling.

I am so sorry about what happened. Could you talk to this boy about getting back together? Surely you were doing enough to keep him happy, I'm sure you're an amazing partner. Don't be so hard on yourself, sweetie. If you aren't getting back together with him, then I can say that this pain from not being with him will pass. I know how hard it must be right now, it's so understandable too. Suicide is not the answer at all. This pain will pass, it'll get better, you can get through this because it's a temporary problem, suicide is a permanent solution and it's not worth it. It'll hurt all those around you and ruin your chance of a happy future. Please don't go through with this, hun. Can you talk to some people about how you're feeling and about what's going on? Your parents, relatives, friends, therapist, or your school counselor? You could write it in a letter and give to them to make it easier, or a text. It's just that going through all these difficult things are hard enough, but to do it alone? You deserve some support.

Another thing, I know you must be feeling so bad to be hurting yourself like this but I found out from experience that self-harm actually makes each situation worse. It becomes a vicious cycle and starts causing more negative emotions. Do you think you could start trying to recover before it gets worse? I know things are pretty hard right now but I believe you're a strong person and you can definitely do this. Know that each sad emotion and urge you get past will contribute to recovery. You could some things on the Self-Harm Alternatives list here when you feel like hurting yourself.

Other things you could do to make yourself happier, write your feelings in a journal or write poems related to how you're feeling. Listen to music or play a musical instrument. Play games, go for walks, organize your room and tidy it up, set little goals for yourself each day, join a club at school, play sports, draw, paint. Do things you enjoy, little things that make you happy. When you start thinking a sad thought, instead, think back at a happy memory.

Remember that you can get through this, you can be happy. There'll also be other boys as well. Why don't you talk to some new people at school? Your life is worth more than you know, don't ever give up, okay? What you're going through right now is hard, very hard but it'll make you a lot stronger and more experienced. I'm here if you need someone to talk to, lovely.

Stay Strong <3
   
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