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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Why am I still depressed? - July 14th 2015, 05:07 PM

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I dunno what's wrong with me. After so many years and counseling and everything and I'm still depressed and all I hope to do is to kill myself..
I dunno what to do... Nothing seems to help... And I'm just stuck alone in this fog , this darkness and I feel there's no one who understands.. No one asks how I'm doing, it's like no one cares. And I see a counselor so I guess I pay someone to care.
I've a job.. People say u have a job and give back to community and it should help.. And I do loads of that, not to curb depression but really coz I just do it.. And it doesn't help.
Was sexually abused quite badly for a few years as a child... Did that permanently screw up my brain? It's like no matter how my thought patterns and understanding of the world changes, my mood is still shit and I still have these thoughts... No matter what I do, no matter what treatment I get, no matter who tried to help, nothing works... If only I can kill myself, that would be wonderful. Death would be wonderful. I want out.



and the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid"
   
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Re: Why am I still depressed? - July 14th 2015, 05:37 PM

You aren't alone, everyone here will hold out a helping hand. Perhaps you could try seeing a different counselor with different methods, or try to find things you used to do that make you happy and have a sense of nostalgia to them.

Suicide would be a horrible, horrible way to deal with this situation. It doesn't get rid of the pain, it simply pushes it onto somebody else.

Perhaps some other ideas could be to find a new hobby, such as story writing, poetry, art, some way to express yourself and break free in a way, something to take you into your own reality.

Hope some of this helps at least a little bit, message me if you like.
   
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Re: Why am I still depressed? - July 14th 2015, 11:13 PM

Hi. There are people who care. You can talk to me anytime you want. Suicide is not the answer to your issues. Let's talk. You can PM me. I can try to help you and to be a good voice of reason and a sounding board for you.
   
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