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i wanna die - May 22nd 2016, 02:33 AM

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i am so fucking sick and fed up and pissed! i fucking joined this site but it's hurt me more than anything. i just wanna slit my own throat and fucking rot. it pisses me off when people say so casually "oh, my father raped me" and go on and on about it, especially because you don't ramble about something like that if it's true, you spit it out. ik this because i was fucking beat and raped by my dad every single day and i wanna kill myself.everybody fucking supports these liars and all i get is people telling me the same fucking crap, no where near the support those other people are getting. i'm fucking going to kill myself if this doesn't stop.
   
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Re: i wanna die - May 22nd 2016, 03:42 AM

Please don't kill yourself. Maybe try HelpLink. If all else fails, then I hope you can find another site or other help, but please don't die.
   
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Re: i wanna die - May 22nd 2016, 04:40 AM

Please don't kill yourself.
You're an awesome person, and the world needs you
   
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Re: i wanna die - May 22nd 2016, 05:30 AM

First of all I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I know suicide seems like the only way to stop the pain and the flashbacks and thoughts about what he did to you. But honestly suicide is just going to make things worse for your mom or whoever you live with. I know how hard it is to deal with depression, suicidal idealization and everything. But life does get better it really does.

There are hotlines you can call, or go to your nearest emergency room if you feel like you are going to try and hurt yourself. http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...o-can-help-me/ there is a link to a forum where you can find out who you can tell and get help.

I was molested by my father at age of 6 years old I have no memory of it but I do have side efeects and PTSD from it. I was also sexually abused by my foster sister we were fostering for over 6 months. She controlled me in my own home I feared her but I didn't tell anyone. Then I was also sexually abused by someone at a crisis house and told if anything happened between us I would get kicked out so I couldn't tell anyone. My point is I really get how much these things fuck you up and make you want to die. Just keep holding on things get better.

I know it seems like you don't just ramble on and on about the abuse but I have done that before and it feels good to get it out. Some people don't know how to put it in words so it seems like a ramble. Just because it seems untrue doesn't mean it isn't true.

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Re: i wanna die - May 22nd 2016, 07:01 AM

Ok, look, don't do this ok?
Yeah, thers some bad stuff happening now, think we all kinda know that
But I don't think solutions come over night, especially here, maybe I'm wrong

Either way, you have a purpose, a reason, a life to live
If the reason is to teach and help others about the same problems you have, then why end it?
   
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Re: i wanna die - May 23rd 2016, 12:31 AM

Hi Merideth.

We are here to support you as much as we support everyone else.

I'm sorry to learn that you feel people are telling you the same thing over and over. We want to help you, but there is only so much advice we can offer. It is then up to you to decide whether or not you want to follow that advice.

I would strongly urge you to report your uncle to the police. I understand that you live with him, but you are not safe there and would be better off in some kind of women's shelter. You are a child and the authorities have a responsibility to ensure that you are housed somewhere where you will not be abused.

If you don't want to report your uncle to the police, I would suggest telling someone else, such as a teacher or your counsellor. They can help you to decide what the next best step is. Your school can contact social services who will have action plans for this kind of situation, including accessing support via Planned Parenthood.

You don't deserve to die and that would be a terrible waste. You just need to reach out to the right people.

We will always be here for you, but there's only so much we can do. You have to be brave and tell someone what is going on.


Be kind to yourself.
   
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