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Going absolutely insane. - May 29th 2016, 04:10 AM

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I am going to freaking lose it. I hate myself. I hate my mind. I hate the way I look. The way I talk. The way I act. EVERYTHING. I am so incredibly tired of this. It doesn't end. The whole oh it gets better. When?! Why am I such a freaking loser that I can't even kill myself! Like hello it shouldn't be this hard. I want this to end. Or I'm going to kill those people. (THEY HAD IT COMIN. THEY ONLY HAD THEMSELF TO BLAME.) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I am freaking out. My mind is exploding. All I ask is either someone kills me or someone kills them. Help.

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Re: Going absolutely insane. - May 30th 2016, 05:29 PM

Hey

Sorry you're going through such a tough time but I am so glad you came here to us for some help and support.

I'm going to be honest and tell you that we can support you all we can be really the only person who can truly help you, is yourself. No matter what we say, you have to consider it and put it in to place to give it a chance to help, you know? And I know it's tough, or maybe you're not in the right place right now, but it all has to come from you.

Saying that, I honestly believe in you. I know it's a hard fight and things seem like they are never going to get better but nothing lasts forever and neither will this. It to shall pass and one day you will see that and when you do and things are better, you will be so glad and happy that you never gave up. Killing yourself should not be an option. You have a life ahead of you and so much to see and experience. But killing others just is not an option either. I don't know what has gone on but if you want to talk to us about it or rant about it, then please do so and we will honestly try our best to help you as much as we can. You don't deserve to go through anything alone and we're always here for you.

You're a beautiful person, both inside and outside and I think you need to begin to learn to love yourself for who you are. I know that's going to be hard but there are so many wonderful and lovely things about you. We all adore you here and if we didn't like you, we wouldn't respond. If I didn't like you then I would not be responding now but I am because I know you're a beautiful, good and kind person who doesn't deserve to go through this alone.

Just hang on in there and keep on fighting. Do you have anyone back home to talk to all this about? If not maybe building a support network is something you can work on. Having support in place is really important and can be really helpful and beneficial.

I hope this helps a little, take good care.

Hope and wishes,
Jessie


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Re: Going absolutely insane. - June 3rd 2016, 03:24 AM

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Hey

Sorry you're going through such a tough time but I am so glad you came here to us for some help and support.

I'm going to be honest and tell you that we can support you all we can be really the only person who can truly help you, is yourself. No matter what we say, you have to consider it and put it in to place to give it a chance to help, you know? And I know it's tough, or maybe you're not in the right place right now, but it all has to come from you.

Saying that, I honestly believe in you. I know it's a hard fight and things seem like they are never going to get better but nothing lasts forever and neither will this. It to shall pass and one day you will see that and when you do and things are better, you will be so glad and happy that you never gave up. Killing yourself should not be an option. You have a life ahead of you and so much to see and experience. But killing others just is not an option either. I don't know what has gone on but if you want to talk to us about it or rant about it, then please do so and we will honestly try our best to help you as much as we can. You don't deserve to go through anything alone and we're always here for you.

You're a beautiful person, both inside and outside and I think you need to begin to learn to love yourself for who you are. I know that's going to be hard but there are so many wonderful and lovely things about you. We all adore you here and if we didn't like you, we wouldn't respond. If I didn't like you then I would not be responding now but I am because I know you're a beautiful, good and kind person who doesn't deserve to go through this alone.

Just hang on in there and keep on fighting. Do you have anyone back home to talk to all this about? If not maybe building a support network is something you can work on. Having support in place is really important and can be really helpful and beneficial.

I hope this helps a little, take good care.

Hope and wishes,
Jessie
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