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Unhappy My suicidial tendencies. - June 3rd 2016, 10:01 AM

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I know I've ranted so many times on here about problems. Sadly it is my only place to rant about my emotions because I cant go to my family because they don't understand and I'm afraid to tell my friends because today I yet lost another important friend because my suicidial thoughts and depression. I feel i cant tell it to anyone because I feel like everyone will get mad if i say anything but life I cant take it anymore. Im still at the bottom of pithole. I have already tried to kill myself multiple times but I cant go through with it because I'm afraid ill actually die. I try to strangle myself with a rope but all I do is faint. It's kinda has been a habit for me and I know if i keep trying, I can actually die but sometimes I just lose all my reason and say nothing matters to me anymore. Not my goals, my friends, nor anything matters.

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Re: My suicidial tendencies. - June 8th 2016, 08:17 PM

You can rant here all you want to, TeenHelp is a safe place just for that. If talking about your emotions and what is going on and it's a safe place where you are able to express yourself you should use TeenHelp more for that outlet.

I do have a suggestion that you could try to utilize. I see that you've blogged, I've found blogging has helped me process my feeling and emotions, it's a safe place to express them. You can limit who sees them to just your friends and contact list or leave it public. I think you would enjoy that part of TeenHelp a lot.

I am really sorry that your parents and friends don't understand where you are coming from with how you are feeling. Have you thought about talking to a counselor or a therapist? If you already do, is it going well? You don't need to tell anyone if you don't want to that you go see a counselor or therapist. I also recommend talking with your family doctor about how you are feeling, they could refer you to community supports in your area.

If you do feel like you want to really hurt yourself are you able to go to the hospital? The hospital can help you in admitting you or referring you to outpatient programs or services. I know it may sound scary to go to the hospital but sometimes it can really help you and start the progress of receiving more support or treatment.

We have a Resources page here on TeenHelp and I am going to give you a few links that you can check out that I think you will find beneficial for you.

Befrienders are a World-wide organisation who support people in distress. Their website lists crisis phone lines from around the globe that you can call just to talk to someone.

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This application helps you to battle your urges to self harm using a number of different logs that help you to explore issues such as impulses and negative thinking. Available for a small charge on Apple and Android devices through their application stores.

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Re: My suicidial tendencies. - June 11th 2016, 08:47 AM

hey there. just wanted to let you know.... I see you. I see your posts, and feel your pain through your words., I feel as though I know you and I can safely say, Id be lucky to call you a friend. your an amazing person who has lots of reason to live. if not for yourself, try for me. let me be your friend and be here for you. stay strong. <3

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