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Here we go again - May 19th 2009, 04:00 AM

Thats what I think when im running the blade against my skin.

I just dont want to hurt anymomre. Id rather be numb.

I just want to leave, God thats all I really want. I cant talk to people except you guys about this. If I do I'll dissapoint them and I'll be sent away to a hostpital. I know what you guys are gonna say that I need to talk to somebody and maybe me going to a hostpital will help me but I just plain and simply cant go there. Are town is a little piece of crap town where everybody knows everything about everbody.

But I just dont want to hurt anymore you know? I dont want to hold all this in anymore. I dont want to hold back these tears anymore. I just want to go to somebody and break down in their arms.

I just cant take the pain much longer.

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Re: Here we go again - May 19th 2009, 04:56 AM

Hey Kendi,

**major hugs** sweetie. I completely understand how you feel. It can be really frustrating, wanting a hug from someone and not having someone to be right there. But we are always here at least to listen and to type "hugs" at you so many times you can't help but feel as if we were really there squeezing you tightly

How about instead of avoiding hurt with numb we heal it with happy? We'll work on it...

Remember, Kendi, you DO deserve to take care of yourself. We care about you, and you deserve to get to care about you, too, whatever it means that you need to do.

Hang in there

Drown in the music,
dance in the rain,
block out the thunder,
and let the scars fade.
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