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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 1st 2017, 09:29 AM

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I kinda changed the original post as it was a little dark.. but I kinda managed to fight off my suicidal urges for today.

Truth is life needs to get a lot better.

Btw, while I'm still around .. I want to help out as many people as possible and make them happy.. so that ..... I'll have no regrets no matter what happens.

I'm fighting my hardest.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 1st 2017, 10:07 AM

It's so great you managed to fight off your suicidal urges today, I know that can be hard and I'm so proud of you and you should also be proud of yourself. Life can be a struggle and yes, sometimes it can be hard, but no matter how hard it gets nothing is worth dying over. So well done.

It's also great you still want to help people, that's always what's been great about you. That no matter how hard things get, you are still there helping people. So good on you. Keep fighting, you can do this. We are always here to talk and help whenever you need us.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 1st 2017, 10:40 AM

Thanks. Its getting extremely tough. Things got extremely dangerous for a while as I was about to drive out to the place where I planned to finish myself off.

But I guess I can somewhat fight it off.. for now.

I appreciate it so much, Raven. I hope that I'll be able to find some form of happiness soon. Its been.. very bad.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 1st 2017, 02:29 PM

Btw, I have a question... If i dont get that friend back or some form of happiness,

can you guys forgive me if I kill myself? Life has been exceedingly painful and I cant stand too much more of it.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 1st 2017, 09:22 PM

I'm not the best at communicating, nor do I know what else to say. But I am here.
   
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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 2nd 2017, 05:54 AM

Thanks Kianna.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 2nd 2017, 07:31 AM

Btw, things are getting a bit worse.

I cried in a public place, and while eating .. and I couldn't really eat normally.

So... while I'm fighting , I'm sorta slowly losing...

I hope that person returns.. or ... some other form of similar miracle happens.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 2nd 2017, 03:41 PM

You can't hold on to the wish that someone will return. At some point, you will have to accept some people are a part of your past. If you didn't get the resolution you wanted with them and the proper goodbye, I understand how that can make things difficult for you. You're left hurt, wondering what happened and what went wrong with your friendship; but that isn't the way to live and it's certainly not a reason to end your life. Think about how that person would feel if they learnt you killed yourself because you were heartbroken over the end of your friendship with them. There's so much more to live for, Yoshi.

If you're struggling with closure, I suggest writing a letter but not sending it. What you do with it in the end is up to you. You can burn it, you can shred it, or you can put it some place safe so you can go back to look at it whenever you're feeling desperate.
   
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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 3rd 2017, 07:52 AM

I've tried that already. It just made me nearly jump off the building.

Problem is before that person, i was overprotected and didn't have any bosom friends around where I stayed and truth was before she came in, I was very close to finishing myself off.

Btw, Kaleidoscope.. I do appreciate the advice. But I hope that you know that its painful to live without the prospect of any happiness or consistent company..

I can't stand too much more of this.

Btw, if i let go of her.. I'll definitely kill myself. I don't see any other prospect of happiness. My childhood and abandonment issues are that bad.

So if you ask me to let go of that friendship, you're asking me to kill myself.

I'm hurting a lot.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 3rd 2017, 11:25 AM

No one is asking or suggesting you complete suicide what so ever and if you were to act on these thoughts, they would be completely within your own control and action. NO one else would be to blame what so ever because ultimately only you are in control of yourself.

I know this is hard but these users are trying to help you. Maybe it would be good to reflect on what is said each time by someone and take some time thinking about it before responding to try and think about it in a more logical way.


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Re: Deleted as I don't think its time to kill myself yet, after some consideration. - January 3rd 2017, 11:51 AM

Thanks Jessie.

This is hard indeed. I'll try to think about it more logically next time. I wasn't thinking right...

Thanks for bearing with me.


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