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Exclamation Can't handle the stress - April 18th 2017, 04:46 AM

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I feel like killing myself would be the only way out of this now.
I've tried avoiding them. I've been skipping the class they're in with me but if I do that anymore I'm gonna fail the class.
I can't focus on my studies because of how bad I feel and guilty I feel over the whole situation.
I want to talk to my therapist but I feel he won't even listen to me and invalidate the fact that this really is a big issue for me. I mean it just seems like some drama in my life but I'm so fucking tired. I would rather die than live to see another day.
And the most of all I feel like I can't even escape. I'm filling my days just playing games and being on forums instead of writing my papers and paying attention in class. I want to talk to my online friends but since the irl friends causing all this I feel are monitoring everything I post to use against me. I'm fearing my everyday wondering who's against me and who's not, who's on my side and who's not, who's gonna harm me next and who's not.
And the worst of it all it feels like I have no one. If I talk to my irl friends they'll know and who knows what's gonna happen there. I've tried reaching out to one friend who I know would be neutral to the situation but they've been dealing with their own shit and don't have the spoons. If I tell the trouble causers they'll just tell me I'm manipulating them. There's no way of alerting my internet friends because of how I'm watched by my every post. The only solstice I find is on here and even here things aren't instant.
I need someone to reply NOW to respond NOW and help me feel better because I might just jump out this window or swallow all the pills I have. I can't handle this no one is listening or taking me seriously when I say the symptoms are coming back and I'm becoming paranoid and I'm seeing things in the shadows and I'm freaking out I don't wanna go back to the hospital if I do I'll find a way to kill myself there it's my number one fear and I can't say that to my therapist because he'll send me back too.
This bitch is ruining my life and I feel like I'm just letting them.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.


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Re: (Urgent) Can't handle the stress - April 18th 2017, 05:29 AM

Don't.. I'm here. tell me whats on your mind.

I'll admit that I'm not the best person to talk to because I'm feeling extremely down, too.. but I'll do what I can.


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You guys deserve to be happy no matter what.. okay? You people are a bunch of lovelies ... and no matter what, you people deserve to be happy.
   
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Re: (Urgent) Can't handle the stress - April 18th 2017, 06:55 AM

Never let yourself be alone, and focus more on other things.......
   
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