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I feel worthless - September 21st 2017, 03:48 PM

my parents yell at me for getting a slightly below-average grade not letting me have normal fucking weekend making me work on thing that CAN be worked on if you want to get a better grade but I fucking don't want to I just want a normal childhood I recently relapsed after being clean from 6 months thing just got so hard for me to handle I recently cut deeper than I ever have (which may seem shallow for some ppl) I'm having suicidal thoughts again thinking about stopping eating I just don't know what to fucking do

EDIT: right now I've never wanted to kill myself more than I do now ik its the same day but sheesh my school make FUCKING 6TH GRADERS DO 10TH GRADE STUFF they push us soo hard all I want is a normal childhood my friend said that when I turn 13 her mom would let me move in with them. I just don't know what to do
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Re: I feel worthless - September 21st 2017, 06:09 PM

my parents yell at me for getting a slightly below-average grade not letting me have normal fucking weekend making me work on thing that CAN be worked on if you want to get a better grade but I fucking don't want to I just want a normal childhood I recently relapsed after being clean from 6 months thing just got so hard for me to handle I recently cut deeper than I ever have (which may seem shallow for some ppl) I'm having suicidal thoughts again thinking about stopping eating I just don't know what to fucking do

EDIT: right now I've never wanted to kill myself more than I do now ik its the same day but sheesh my school make FUCKING 6TH GRADERS DO 10TH GRADE STUFF they push us soo hard all I want is a normal childhood
   
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Re: I feel worthless - September 21st 2017, 10:16 PM

Hey there,
I am so sorry that you are having such a rough time, and I know that me saying that doesn't do anything but I sincerely wish there was more that I could do other than give you words of encouragement and advice.

Have you thought about speaking to your parents or a school counselor about the rough patch that you have been going through? I know in some cases that is not the best thing to do, but if you feel like it could help it would be a really good thing to do because then you would have someone who knows what you're going through. If not your parents then there should be guidance counselors at your school who you can talk to and possibly get some advice or even just a listening ear.

Its hard to deal with a recent relapse, for me it has always seemed to make things feel more unbearable, even the slightest things. Relapses are difficult, but they are a part of addictions. A relapse does not mean that you failed, or that you are weak. Cutting is a hard thing to beat, but there are skills that can help you. Here is a list of skills to try instead of self harming. Skills can be very helpful in recovering from self harm. I would also suggest using some of those skills to get past strong emotions or suicidal thoughts. Distracting or delaying the urge can be major in being safe.

As for right now, try taking a few deep breaths and remember that this feeling isn't forever. Feeling bad doesn't last forever, I promise. It is hard right now, and that is okay, but it will pass. If you ever need anything feel free to PM me, I'm on pretty frequently and I don't mind helping one bit. <3

As for school being really difficult and feeling like the work is too hard for you, talk to some of your teachers and see what they can offer to help you. Your teachers don't know that the work is hard unless you bring it up with them. Often teachers want people to ask questions and ask for help. They can sit down with you and go over things or even offer you resources to help you with the school work. They may even be able to tutor you, or find someone who can.

Again, this won't last forever. I hope this helped in some way, and if you have any further questions feel free to ask.
Best of luck and stay strong.





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