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Checked myself in finally.. but it only made life worse. - May 14th 2018, 06:04 PM

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So i attempted to take.my life on Friday evening. I then we t with a friend to the hospital and from there I got teansgeres to a crisis unit a little ways away.

I have let my family know what's going on a d they just got mad at me and I just don't know what to do. Like I can't go home as they are mad at me and I use to babysit my nephews and niece, but can't anymore as my family doesn't trust me.

So I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's best I just kill myself.


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Re: Checked myself in finally.. but it only made life worse. - May 17th 2018, 11:06 PM

Hello, I am so sorry that you are going through a hard time. Sometimes when we are going through something it is hard to let others know what is going on with us. When you have the feeling to hurt yourself try calling a helpline and talking with them for a while about what you are going through and that you need some help with this. Also try getting out of the house and going for a walk and if you would like to have music on you can or put music on at home or reading a book or drawing or putting on a funny TV show or movie or anything else that you like to do, to get you're mind off of this for a while. If you are having a hard time talking with you're friends you can write a letter and put everything that is going on in it and then give it to them to read. I hope that you will be okay soon. Hugs.


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Re: Checked myself in finally.. but it only made life worse. - May 18th 2018, 09:43 PM

Hey,

I am sorry your family is choosing to treat you this way. I think it's important for you to know that it is a choice they are making. You have done absolutely nothing to deserve this type of treatment. You mention that you had a friend help you so I am wondering if you can lean on that friend or other friend's to help get you through this. Sometimes our family makes the choice to not be supportive but that doesn't mean there are not other people out there who can provide support. It would not be better if you were dead. I know your families actions are hurtful but I believe there are people out there who would be hurt and miss you if you were gone such as your friend's. You matter and I hope that with time you can see that.

I am wondering if you are currently seeing a therapist? If you are still feeling like it might be better if you were not here it might be worth telling someone and seeing about getting more treatment. I do not know what options would be available to you but you deserve to be safe. If you are unable to keep yourself safe please allow others to keep you safe.

I am here if you need anything.


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Re: Checked myself in finally.. but it only made life worse. - May 22nd 2018, 03:32 AM

I had a meeting with them after I got out of the crisis centre, but they just didnt understand.

I am self harming daily, so maybe it's just best I go back into the unit this week.


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Re: Checked myself in finally.. but it only made life worse. - May 23rd 2018, 01:29 AM

Hey there,

If you are self harming daily going back to the hospital might be a good idea. If you are struggling with finding an understanding therapist it's possible that the hospital could help refer you to other therapists in your area. I know things are tough right now but please keep hanging in there. Know that I am here if you need anything.


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