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Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:32 PM

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I've just tried to hang myself. I took the cord and I put it around my neck. It snapped. I feel so empty. I've got this red mark on my neck, I just kinda wanted it to end, you know? It didn't work. My head's a mess. I can't think straight, I tried to ring the Samaritans and hung up. I need to see my doctor, I need to see him..oh my god
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:38 PM

Hi LJ
So sorry about what you went through.
I suggest you get to the nearest hospital asap. Thats the best thing to do.
I think the fact that the cord broke is a sign that its not your time.
You may feel like its your time, but as you said, you cant think straight.
You are very brave for posting on TH, & I will repeat again, please get down to the local hospital.
Is there any particular reaosn why you wanted it to end?

The fact that you tried to ring the samaritans is a sign that you want help. Even if you couldnt get through. Its still courageous of you.

You can get help. You are stronger than you think you are.

Listen if you need to talk my inbox is always open, but please, please, please.

Ending your life is not the way to go.

If you are rock bottom, there is no point in ending your life, because things can only get better. They will get better. You just need some extra help at the moment.

Please keep safe,


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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:39 PM

Take deep breaths.
Could you ring a friend who you trust? Or the Samaritans again?

Maybe because it snapped, it's fate? Sorry if you think thats all a load of rubbish - but im a great believer that everything happens for a reason.

You can pull through this, i promise.
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:42 PM

I feel sick, there's just this voice in my head and it's screaming at me...I don't know...I'm scared. I feel like such an attention seeker, keep posting here but I don't know what else to do. I couldn't get an appointment with my doctor and I NEEDED it. I tried to call a friend, and she didn't answer. I don't know what I even want anymore...I feel ill. I just want to sleep... ):
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:44 PM

You ARE NOT an attention seeker. You need some help thats all. Thats what this site is for.

If you want to post you post. Do you want to talk to me?

Or how about going to the local hospital?

If you have a sleep you may feel better when you wake up, but please dont try anything again.

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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:48 PM

The voices keep shouting, shouting for me to hurt myself and I don't know what to do. I'm scared of myself. Ugh, I sound so whiny... ): I'm sorry, I just don't know what to do...
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:52 PM

I hear voices myself, so I can really relate what you are gonig through. If they are shouting at you, can you not shout back.

I usually shout back & they back off.

You dont sound whiny, dont worry about that, you are in a distressed state & if being on TH helps, then you type away.

Have you got any happy music? You could drink some water, calm down, relax & breathe, then have a little snooze.

You have to tell yourself that its all coming from you. When I hear voices I tell myself, its only me.

You just have to be stronger than those voices & by letting all your frustrations out by typing I know your strong.


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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 07:59 PM

I've tried music, I've tried writing, I've tried watching TV, I've tried everything...
Shouting at myself? Maybe...I just, ugh. I feel alone. I feel like no one in the real world cares. I know that no one in the real world cares...I'm scared I'm going insane. I think I'm having another breakdown and I don't want to, I'm only just getting over my last one. My doctor is giving me medication. I've had it before but it doesn't work so why again? I don't understand...
I'm not strong..I can't take this anymore. I just really, really want to die. More than anything!
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 08:31 PM

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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 10:13 PM

Hey first off calm down take deep breaths your gonna be ok.

Is there any other friends you can call? Family member you can call? Anything like that. If you cant do that. Why dont you just go to sleep you might feel better when you wake up. Sleeping always helps me.

Im really sorry your feeling this way. I hope you feel better. Just keep yourself calm.


   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 10:24 PM

That's the problem. I can't keep calm...
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 1st 2009, 11:42 PM

Whats something that you find realxing? Did you try calling another friend? Or getting some sleep?


   
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Re: Hanging. - June 2nd 2009, 12:03 AM

Breathe. Just relax. I've had failed attempts and I'm so glad they failed. Take into concideration the things in life that make you happy. And Live for them.
   
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Re: Hanging. - June 2nd 2009, 12:27 AM

I've done something stupid and so, umm, yeah. Depending on how I feel I might be relaxing at home or in hospital...I'm not sure whether or not I want to go there yet...*sigh*.
   
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