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fml - June 4th 2009, 01:11 AM

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gripping the razor tightly so you dont slip.
carving the harsh word ''fuck-up'' in y our leg.
blodd dripping down your theigh as you imprint the letters.
hands trembling as you press down.
ripping your skin apart, little by little.
the feeling is the best ever, not wanting to stop.
craving to keep g oing deeper, and deeper.
need to feel the pain, and the burn.
hear foot steps outside the door.
taking the last cut for a little.
walking back into my empty room.
tears flowing down your pale cheeks.
the pain wasnt enough, needing more.
shaking as your mind is racing.
deep breaths to trying not to faint.
its over now nothing left to say.
im done holding on to nothing, im done its over.
....the end....



ya thats what i did today-.-
plus worse...
my whole leg is completely ripped apart-.-
idunno....fml!!!




how stubborn are the scars when they wont fade away..or just a gentle reminder that now are better days
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Re: fml - June 4th 2009, 03:02 AM

Hey there Cassie,

*hugs gently* I'm so sorry you were hurting, sweetie. But hun, you're not a fuck-up. Not at all.

And you have us to hold on to. We care about you. That's at least something.

Please take good care of yourself, hun. PM me anytime!


Drown in the music,
dance in the rain,
block out the thunder,
and let the scars fade.
   
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Re: fml - June 4th 2009, 08:27 PM

Hi

Cassie

Im so sorry you had to go through what you went through. Was there anything specific that make you want to feel the pain?

Your not a fuck up - not at all. You just had a relapse, which is not uncommon.

Dont blame yourself.

You seem to be good at writing, so how about writing next time you want to cut.

You can pull through,no matter how sad you are, or how much pain you are in, you can get better. Everyone has that chance to get better.

If u want to talk my Inbox is always open.

You dont have to hurt yourself.....

Keep your chin up

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