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i want to end it. - June 23rd 2009, 01:26 PM

I can't carry on like this. My anti-depressants aren't working. My sleeping pills aren't working. I can barely even get out of bed anymore. I want to try and kill myself again. It's the only thing that makes sense. There is no point in anything. I can't stand being this pathetic. I need to die.
   
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Re: i want to end it. - June 23rd 2009, 02:13 PM

Hi Ella,

take a deep breath, hun. You don't need to do anything. Suicide is a permanent solution - even not properly a solution - to things can always be dealt with in other ways. What's up?

If your anti-depressants and sleeping pills aren't working, you could try talking to your doctor about that - she/he should be able to help figure out where the glitch is and how to deal with it.

Hang in there.


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Re: i want to end it. - June 23rd 2009, 04:21 PM

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If your anti-depressants and sleeping pills aren't working, you could try talking to your doctor about that - she/he should be able to help figure out where the glitch is and how to deal with it.

Hang in there.


I agree completely.
And unfortunately Ella, finding the right anti-depressant takes time.
I went through absolute emotional HELL before I found that anti-depressant that works for me. And when I say Hell, I mean every day, every hour was a struggle to go on. So I can imagine how hard it is to tolerate the pain. I did have a few suicide attempts before they started experimenting with anti-depressants on me, but once they started, yes, it was still extremely hard to continue to live, but I pressed on, because there was a little bit of hope inside me that I would find one that would work, and that's what kept me going.

All you need is that little shread of hope to continue on, and although you may not feel you have it even now and all hope seems lost. You're still here now aren't you? SO YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK.
Since you've made it this far, won't you feel so much better about yourself, don't you think you're self-esteem will rise once you find that perserverance to continue on to find that right medication?

So please, please, hear me out when I say I understand the pain that overtake you, but now is not the time to give up, now is the time to believe that you DO have hope buried within you, and you WILL feel better.

Keep this incentive in mind, and you will make it through the fall you're experiencing. PM me any time you need anything. Stay strong.
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Re: i want to end it. - June 24th 2009, 10:43 AM

I cried so much I made myself sick. I can't stand it. I'm constantly anxious and panicky. I had a car accident yesterday and I can't stop thinking about it. I had 4 panick attacks last night because of it, even though no-one was hurt and there was only a small scrape on my car. I can't calm down. I just want to OD again. I can't be normal. I want to die so badly =[
   
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Re: i want to end it. - June 25th 2009, 02:34 AM

Hi Ella,

take a deep breath, hun. Car accidents are scary, regardless of whether or not someone was hurt, so it's completely normal to be stressed out about that.

Hun, hurting yourself in any way won't help anything. You can find a way more comfortable normal. It just takes finding what'll really help you in dealing with anxiety, which probably just isn't what your current combination is right now. Do you have a counselor to talk to, or your doctor?

I've found that even when I've been suicidal - it's not that I want to die, it's that I don't want to go through the hurt anymore. But that doesn't necessarily mean dying. And the best way out is through. We'll find ya a way through - and odds are you'll like the other side.

It'll be okay.

Hang in there.


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