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my life - July 19th 2009, 01:43 PM

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so now i'm really out of control all I can think about is jumping off a cliff near where i live thinks have went so wrong life what is it about i have nothing and no one i've tryed ods ive tryed med changes it hasnt worked meh i give up




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Re: my life - July 19th 2009, 02:15 PM

hey man, i hope you're still here...
i hear you, and i can really relate to how you're feeling. when things go wrong, they just keep on getting more and more wrong doesn't it? and i know how hard it is to get rid of this sense of helplessness surrounding you. it's a feeling that you simply can't fight physically, and that's what makes it harder. but hey, you know, no matter how wrong life seems now, you can't give up. i know this is probably like a lame argument, but i know that you can't give up. people take years and years to get out of depression but when they do, they know that it was worth staying alive.
also, know that you're the best at being you, and there's no human alive who can judge you. i pray that you'd be able to fight on, and know that there're gonna be people here who'll support you as long as you seek support. (:
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Re: my life - July 19th 2009, 02:47 PM

i'm not really here i'm so close to death is mental


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Re: my life - July 20th 2009, 04:21 AM

Hi Craig,

I'm really sorry about the late reply.

What's going on, hun? I'm sorry that you're hurting so much. But suicide is not an option. And please don't OD; I have friends who have. Please don't do that. And sometimes it just takes something else, besides changing medications, to get over depression. I have a friend who had to switch doctors, counselors, and medications for a while until she found what works for her. Try talking to your doctor about what other approaches you might be able to do.

Hang in there, Craig. Feel free to PM me anytime.


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Re: my life - July 20th 2009, 04:28 AM

the only way things will get better is if you make it your mission to get better man
you dont like your life obviously so change it do what it takes but giving up ends it doesnt change it lifes rough its just how it is but someone once told me to find the sun rather than wait for the moon so find the sun
stuff will turn around buddy keep your head up remember it could be worse i promise you that
   
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Re: my life - July 20th 2009, 05:13 AM

Hey there,

I am so sorry that you are struggling so much at the moment but please hang in there because things will be okay in the end. I know that can be hard to believe at times but all the bad has a way of turning itself around and becoming good so please wait for the good.

Do you know what is causing you to feel this way? It really helps to know what is causing you to feel this way so that you can start to deal with it in a healthy way. If you don't know the reason's behind these feelings do you think you could try and writing in a journal? Journal writing can be very helpful when it comes to figuring out the cause behind our feelings.

If you know what is bothering you do you think you could find someone to talk to about it all? If you want you could pm me or someone else and discuss the issues more in depth; that might be really helpful.

Also, have you considered talking to a counselor about all this? Counselors can be really helpful when it comes to dealing with thoughts like this and they sometimes have tools to help us deal with our emotions in a more positive manner that will help make you not want to od anymore.

Please do not od; continue reaching out for help because I truly believe that with help you can get better. It might be difficult at times but in the end it will be worth it.

Please hang in there and if you ever want to talk feel free to pm me.

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Re: my life - July 21st 2009, 02:17 AM

theres so much going on proper fist fights with my stepdad we actually throw punches old memories flashbacks i'm losing my grip on life


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Re: my life - July 21st 2009, 02:21 AM

i cant get away from the fights


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Re: my life - July 21st 2009, 05:03 AM

I know its hard Craig, please stay here and let us help you. We don't want you to hurt or die..


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Re: my life - July 22nd 2009, 11:04 PM

I'm really trying to its really draining


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Re: my life - July 23rd 2009, 10:46 PM

Hey there,

I am so sorry you are going through this but isn't there some way you can get away for at least a little while? Go to the bookstore, library or movie theatres. Just take a break?

Now, fist fights with your step-dad is not good at all and I was wondering if there is any way for you to move out? I know you said there is no way to get away but what about staying with a friend or a family member?

Please hang in there because you really do deserve a chance at a happy life and it will come.

If you ever want to talk please feel free to pm me.

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