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i cant go on im alone ive been abusd raped i've killed myself over 7 times but im still living i do drug i cut i drink i cant do shit right im nothing to the world i have no friends im just a big loser i want someone to talk to i cant live on in this world if theres nothing to live for i only have a shred of my sane in me and i cant i just cant
The life it like a mirror. You like it. You'll be using it so much that you break it early. And for the people who don't do much with their life, They won't break it as early as other people. Either way, You'll end it breaking it at the end.
Re: i cant i cant i i cant -
July 27th 2009, 02:49 AM
Hey there. *hug*
You CAN get through this and you WILL if you try a little.
Right now, you need to focus on distracting yourself until you can calm down. Watch tv, go for a walk, read a book, anything to keep your mind at bay. Tomorrow, after a good night's sleep, I want you to try and turn your life around. You're not going to get better if you don't quit all this stuff that is self-destructive. Because these behaviors are contributing to the depression I believe.
You can always come back here for help on quitting. I know what it's like to quit addictive behaviors, and I know what it's like to feel so down. I know what it's like to be abused, and I think I know what it's like to be raped. (It's undecided if the rape is real or not) It sucks, it all sucks. You're insecure and hopeless... But you CAN get through this.
Remember that you have a reason to keep living, and that reason is yourself. Not anyone else, not anything else, but YOU. Because YOU are the best reason to live. You have too much to do in life to ever give up.
*Hugs*