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pathetic - October 3rd 2009, 01:56 PM

I cant do it anymore. I cant cope. It's too much. I'm so sick of it all. I need to die. It's the only option left. I'm a worthless piece of shit. I don't belong here. My doctor gave me a prescription for 3 months of anti-depressants. I'm too scared to go and get them coz I know I'll overdose. I don't know what to do.
   
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Re: pathetic - October 3rd 2009, 03:52 PM

Dont do it. I know things can get hard it seems like life sucks. I felt that way too for a long. But it will get better. I still have some problems, but things are so much better. Trust me. You can PM me if you want to talk about anything. I'll glady listen and help in any way I can.
   
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Re: pathetic - October 3rd 2009, 05:22 PM

Hey Ella,

I am so sorry that you are feeling like this . Please don't give up. It really will get better so you have to keep fighting through. You do have other options other than giving up. You could go back to your doctor and tell them that you want to overdose and that taking these anti-depressants isn't enough and that you need more help right now. They might offer you more help if they know just how low you are feeling. But Ella people can only help if they know. Also you should tell the doctor you don't feel safe having that many anti-depressants and they should give you less.

But Ella please don't give up. I am always happy to listen so PM me or whatever. Don't be alone. Stay strong

   
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Re: pathetic - October 3rd 2009, 07:26 PM

I don't want to fight anymore. I don't want to try. I've been cutting myself like crazy this week. I've been drunk every day. I've been overdosing on paracetamol, but not enough to need a trip to hospital. I'm slowly destroying myself and I don't want to do a thing to stop it. I hate myself so much. I don't deserve help. I just fuck things up.
   
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Re: pathetic - October 3rd 2009, 09:29 PM

Hun,
You deserve just as much help as anyone else.. About the medication.. Have you got anyone who could keep hold of it, and just give it to you everyday as you need it.. Have you got anyone you can talk to? To admit how you've been feeling.. help you
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Re: pathetic - October 4th 2009, 08:49 AM

I've got a friend back home (3 hours away) who i can talk to, but I don't want her to worry about me, which I know she will as I'm so far away. As for the meds, I dont really trust any of my flatmates enough yet to tell them about all this junk.

I just really don't have the energy to try anymore. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of pretending to be someone I'm not.
   
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