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Pathetic. - October 5th 2009, 03:24 AM

I feel so pathetic.
Im drunk just so I could stop thinking about our SUNDAY we shared a year ago.
Im drunk just because Im upset.
Because on the inside, Im dying.
While I seem so strong.

Im drunk because I dont want to care about her.
Because I care so much it hurts.
Im drunk because I dont want to miss her.
Because I miss her so much she doesnt even think about me.
Im drunk because I dont want to love her.
Because I love her so much Im rejected.
So much that Im NOTHING to her.
So much she has a new online girlfriend.
So much that she forgot everything about us.
So much she doesnt love me, not even one single beat.

Im drunk because Im pathetic.
Because Im honestly worthless and pathetic.
Im pathetic because Im drunk.
   
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Re: Pathetic. - October 5th 2009, 03:33 PM

You are not pathetic nor are you anything close to worthless.
You're using alcohol to escape your reality and its causing you to live in the past, reliving your pain. You need to move forward and think about yourself and the future.
There is someone out there for you even if it isn't her. Have you tried talking to a therapist about this? Maybe getting these destructive feelings out will help you move forward and start rebuilding and living life the way it was suppose to be.
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