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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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so extremely wanted suicide - October 10th 2009, 10:32 PM

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i'm feeling very suicidal, and noone's been home all day. i just got a dose of my meds for one month, and it's tempting me very painfully. i also have a new, sterile blade that i stole from my workplace. i can't even write more, i don't have any strength anymore. i'm dying. help. please.
   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 10th 2009, 10:59 PM

Hey,

I am sorry that you are feeling like this. Being home at all isn't nice at times and it sounds like you could really do with some company right now. Is there anyone you could call to have a chat with? Please don't take your tablets because you will mostly likely just make yourself really ill then you will only feel worse. You do have the strength to get through this; use that strength deep inside of you to pull yourself through. You can do it, you are strong.

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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 10th 2009, 11:09 PM

thank you. i've called the local hotline already, it helped me a bit. plus my friend arrived, although with his gf so they won't pay attention to me, but it's less tempting to do anything with someone in the apartment.
   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 10th 2009, 11:14 PM

I am glad you called a helpline and it is good your friend is there. Just try and spend time with other people because then that will stop you thinking and wanting to do something. Don't give up because you are worth it
   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 10th 2009, 11:16 PM

thank you, so much.
   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 11th 2009, 12:31 AM

I so proud of you for not attempting suicide. You have so much strength call the hotline and calling a friend to come to your house. That takes so much courage to get help and I know that you want to live because you are fighting the urge! Good Job! You can PM any time if you ever need to talk!


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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 14th 2009, 12:31 AM

thanks, but i don't wanna fucking live. i just keep on going being miserable because i couldn't cause so much pain for the ones i love. i hate life and if it was truly my decision to die, i'd have done it already, ages ago. the decision is not in my hands, they're just tied. once again i do what others want me to and not what i want to
   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 14th 2009, 01:33 AM

I feel the same as you... Just know you're not alone..



   
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Re: so extremely wanted suicide - October 14th 2009, 02:28 AM

i'm so awfully sorry fuck
   
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