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im so numb - October 12th 2009, 05:29 PM

i know i havent been on teenhelp for ages recently but i just need to let everything go...

i fell out with my 2 really good mates about 3 weeks ago after they kicked off when i said i was off to see my old friend seen as we have left school and i havent seen her in ages. this old friend was my rock , we went through everything together , people even thaught we were twins we were that close. my 2 good mates called me every name under the sun , made me fall out with most of my old friends saying i bitched about them and said i hated them and didnt want to tell them wich was so untrue. i am over them 2 now because they are not worth it.

also at work... i get treated like muck by some of the staff. i love working there as there is some nice people who are even nicer than my normal friends , they make me laugh , and when its just me and the nice people on shift , i have such a good time and enjoy working alot!!!! but the other staff that are horrible to me... one shift 2 days ago , i cryed my heart out on shift because they were treating me horribly , they laughed at me and made me do the impossible just to get a reaction out of me because im so quiet. i have spoke about this to my manager but he doesnt do anything about it , he thinks that if he is nice to me then everythings okay!! i realy dont want to quit!!!

also i like this lad alot and i told my friend i liked him , i heard from another friend that the friend i told , was all over this lad , "humping" him and lying ontop of him and trying to kiss him and everything...

not to sound like a slag but i am 16 and this 36 year old guy really likes me... he is a really good mate to me , he drives me around and is almost like my brother but i cant help feeling like i like him back!!! i know the age difference is terribly wrong wich is why i wont act on my feelings. he doesnt act his age wich is much harder. he acts about 20.

my head is so messed up at the moment... i also got forced into having sex with someone unprotected wich meant i had to take the morning after pill , i confided in someone who then turned against me and called me a baby murderer!!!! i was meant to see my counsellor the other day , but she let me down by cancelling the appointment so i have to carry all this weight on my shoulders for another 2 weeks!!! its just soo hard because my head is so messed up that i cant focus on my A-Level work and im being a bitch to alot of people.

i just dont know what to do... i've just eventualy gone numb and i know im going to act stupidly if im not carefull...


You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,


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Re: im so numb - October 12th 2009, 06:42 PM

Wow Sophie, it sounds like so much has been going on lately. No wonder why you're feeling so low at the moment.

Your friends definately don't seem like good friends right now. They shouldn't have done what they did, and I'm glad that you've acknowledged this. You don't need them.
With work, maybe it would be best to leave the job. If you've spoken to your manager about this and he hasn't done anything, then that's not enough. Keep talking to him about this, and if he still doesn't listen, try to speak to someone higher than him. You don't deserve to be treated horribly at work at all.

I'm sorry to hear that you got forced into having sex, Sophie. It's an awful, awful experience to have to go through, and having someone call you a 'baby murderer' like that must have made you feel even worse. You need people close around you, is there anyone that you can talk to and confide in apart from your counsellor? Carrying all of that pain inside you for 2 weeks really isn't going to help you at all.

Remember there are hotlines out there that you can call if you need emergency support, they can be such a relief in times of crisis.
Try to treat yourself as much as you can at the moment like having relaxing baths.
Writing everything down on paper can also help you, but it obviously depends on what you like to do.

I really hope that you'll be okay, Sophie. If you need to talk, I'm only a PM away.
Take care

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Re: im so numb - October 13th 2009, 12:31 AM

It sounds like alot has happened to you. I am glad you come here and talked about it rather then keeping it all bottled inside.It is awful that you got forced into having sex, you should tell an adult about it and they can help. Your friends dont sound like very nice people maybe try making new friends, ones that are nice to you and support you. pm me if you need to talk. remember there are a number of hotlines that you can call if things get to much for you.
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