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i'm not afraid to do it - October 13th 2009, 02:51 PM

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I have some tablets i'm not afraid to take them, i wanna give up not a day goes by where i don't think of suicide, i have an amazing boyfriend and love him loads but i miss my ex too, even though he hurt me and cheated on me i miss him why, =( i wanna end this once and for all




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Re: i'm not afraid to do it - October 13th 2009, 04:25 PM

all i can say is this: live for your boyfriend. you have someone who love you, and you love him. make him your primary reason to live.

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Re: i'm not afraid to do it - October 13th 2009, 06:39 PM

Hey there,

I am sorry you are struggling but please hang in there because life will get better.

Do you think you could talk to someone about this? I know it will be hard but if you talked to someone they might be able to help you start feeling better or help you get the help you need. Sometimes talking is the best medicine.

I know it is hard to see it right now but there are many reasons to live. I am going to give you a link to Reasons to Live - TeenHelp. It lists quite a few reasons why we should continue holding on and in my opinion it can be really helpful.

Once you read the list maybe you could make your own list of reasons to live and then start stickying the reasons all over your room. I know that that helped me in the past because whenever I felt sad I would immediately see a reason to live and think "okay I can make it through this." Maybe the same thing will happen for you.

As for missing your EX; I think in some ways people always miss that which was familiar to them even if it wasn't a good thing. I know it is hard but you will get over those feelings for your EX with time. And, I don't think it reflects on the way you feel about your current boyfriend at all. Sometimes you just have to heal in your own time and at your own pace.

If you ever need anything feel free to pm me.

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Re: i'm not afraid to do it - October 13th 2009, 08:18 PM

Hi,
like you said you have a great boyfriend and I am sure he is there to support you. You have to want to live for yourself. Think of your family and your boyfriend, they would be so sad if something happened to you. Have you tried therapy? If not i would urge you think about trying it, they can help support you and get you through this tough time in your life. pm me if you need to chat
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