hahah. fuck me/

[Stormofthelightsbane1]

haha. so. someone should try and talk to me. i only use this sitewheni start to run out of options and thats right about now. im about to go cut, id stopped that, last week i realized i had a problem with drugs. about 13 days ago i literally almost got arrested but i took the bag out of my pocket and broke the shit up onto the floor. my friend got taken to jail. whatev. one of my new good friends, i fucked her relationship up with her boyfriend and she like just got back from rehab a month ago. i just met her about a month ago. and she knewher ex from before she left. i feel really fucking great about hurting her like that, not to mention i want to be with her but am in no position to right now so im fucked. i literally just want to go kill myself. haha. but i wont yet. im patiently waiting to snap. i really dont know what its like to try to kill yourself. but gaurenteed if i try i will. like this outcome if happens will have been built up since i was born. but fuck. i might be in that chat room. if anyone give's a shit.

[CherriesBlossom]

Hey Rob I'm sorry all of this is happening to you. I think you need to really step back and see what your life is becoming and if this is the way you wanted things to turn out. Cutting and suicide aren't the answers! You have to make positive decisions so that you can help yourself and guide yourself. You can patiently wait to snap you have to let all of this vented up emotion out of you. You should talk to this girl and apologize for messing up her relationship when you only had the best intentions. It seems like maybe if you went to therapy you could clear such thoughts in your mind.

[Stormofthelightsbane1]

Originally Posted by Monster.

Hey Rob I'm sorry all of this is happening to you. I think you need to really step back and see what your life is becoming and if this is the way you wanted things to turn out. Cutting and suicide aren't the answers! You have to make positive decisions so that you can help yourself and guide yourself. You can patiently wait to snap you have to let all of this vented up emotion out of you. You should talk to this girl and apologize for messing up her relationship when you only had the best intentions. It seems like maybe if you went to therapy you could clear such thoughts in your mind.

well, appreciate the message. nah. nothing really matters anymore. i dont even care. it's straight. fucking pieces of shit giving me shit at school for something i didnt do. prob is that i cant fight in school or ill get kicked out. i really dont like fighting, but im afraid i might get kicked out of school in the near future. and then i dont know. things will be real fun then.

[Plachd]

In my opinion, you should channel all of this negative energy of yours, and do something awesome with it. I mean like, find something you like. Like money. Stack paper, get bitches.

Don't try to escape reality, enjoy it. Theres alot of beauty in nature and stuff.
Killing yourself is over rated. I mean it man! Being dead seems kind of boring.

[Stormofthelightsbane1]

we all know shit runs deeper than that.