my life right now

[rebecca110109]

ok, i need real help, asap.

pretty much like 5 or so months ago i was kicked outta home by my mum. and have been living with my bf and his family. i dont really get along with them as they pretty much treat me like shit too.

when i was 2, my father started molesting me. i grew up with him abusing me physically and sexually for all of my childhood. i told my mum when i was 13 and we left him. since then she has been real bitchy towards me.

anyway, work isnt going well either as i am being abused there too. i have stopped going to work and they keep calling real angry, i dont answer but they leave msgs. i am real scared. dont know what to do. please help!!

[JackOffJill]

that is really horrible that you are having to go through all of that abuse. have you contacted anyone with authority (like the police or the head of the company) about what is being said and done to you at work? thats really not right that you have to deal with it at your job.
have you spoken to you mom? maybe you could sit down and have a conversation with her about things between you too. tell her how you feel that she has been acting hostile or whatever towards you ever since you both had to leave your father. maybe allowing her to explain things will allow your relationship to improve. I know that it is scary to talk to parents sometimes. I have a hard time talking to mine. If you see a therapist or anything like that, maybe you could request that your mom comes in with you so that it is a safe place to talk.
I hope things gives you some idea of what you might be able to do. you have every right to be feeling scared right now because of the way things are going at work. but you shouldnt have to be afraid- its not right of them to do that to you. so maybe save some of the messages that you are getting so that you can contact the proper authorities to get it to stop.