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Exclamation Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 1st 2009, 10:10 PM

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I just cut. I just wanna die most of the time. I can't take it anymore. I have PE tomorrow and I have cuts on by leg. I'm suprised I have even made it so far, let alone live long enough to turn 15. I don't know what to do anymore. I have already been hospitalized 2 times this year and I don't know or even want help most of the time I am constantly hiking of ways to kill myself and I now have a razor blade and can cut more often now idk what to do anymore please someone help me somehow!


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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 1st 2009, 11:29 PM

hey, lifes hard I know that, I've lost so much in my life, 2 ex boyfriends (to suicide) and family members, talking about what's bothering you is always hard, I know I sound like everyone else sometimes its easier to talk to a stranger, if you wanna talk to me, I'm always here for you, if you'd like my number I'll give it to you (text, call) its fine, I have email, and all instant messangers, I'm told I'm easy to talk to. I hope I can be some assisstance to you.
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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 1st 2009, 11:59 PM

Hey,
I know this sort of things hard, I've been struggling through a bunch of stuff lately myself, including suicidal thoughts coming back and I don't want to tell anyone.
Please, if you're considering cutting think again of someone you care about that cares about you. Trust me, it helps so darn much because you don't want to disappoint that person. Also if your thinking about cutting, talk to someone who will listen because there is always someone who will.
If you need to talk anytime, you can PM me and ask for my IM address, I have pretty close to every IM and am almost always available. Just let me know.
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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 2nd 2009, 01:12 AM

Achava, i know things must be unbelievably tough for you right now.. and i'm not gunna lie and say i know how you feel, because i don't.. i haven't been there.. but what i do know is that there is a reason you are still here today. lots of people really care about you, including lots of people on this site. what professional help are you receiving at the moment?
as for your sports lesson at school.. don't even worry about that at the moment. if you have to, then don't go to it. whats important is that you look out for yourself right now. you've come too far to give up now. you can and you will make it to your 15th birthday. i believe in you. stay strong lovely because just when you think things can't get any worse something will come along to make you realise that life is worth living. just hang in there. x


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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 2nd 2009, 02:51 AM

Thanks for all the replies . I literally just had a paranoia/anxiety attack and can't sleep. I'm scared and have an extreme feeling of impending doom again. I just wanna cry and I don't know what to do right now. I'm scared and I don't even know or understand why.


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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 2nd 2009, 11:49 AM

Hey Achava,

I'm sorry that you're having such a difficult time at the moment with your anxiety and negative thoughts alongside your self harming. I'm glad that you have made it so far and you're with us now, it's been a hard road but you're still here and with us - that's something you should congratulate yourself for.
It's okay to feel a little lost or unsure sometimes, a lot of the time it is difficult to understand what you're actually feeling or why you are feeling that way. A good way to sort through those feelings is to talk to someone about these feelings as it often makes it easier to sort through your thoughts that way. I'd suggest that you talk to anyone who you're comfortable talking to right now, whether it is a family member, teacher or a counsellor. There is help for you if you ask for it Achava. You don't deserve to have to go through these difficult times alone, people are there to support you - there is a list of people you could consider talking to [here]. If you're feeling suicidal then please talk to someone as soon as possible. I'm sure you know that harming yourself won't help you at all, but talking should.

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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 2nd 2009, 07:28 PM

You were brave to say something. When you feel like that you should always tell someone. Don't feel like that is the only way out because it isn't.
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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 4th 2009, 02:44 AM

I honestly don't know how much longer I can go or live anymore. I was teased/bullied whatever u wabt2 call t and I'm just SO DAMN sick of of! I'm seriously about2 cry and I just wanna cut nd I have PE 2morroe and I have cuts on my leg idk how much more I can take


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Re: Help? Someone? I can't deal anymore! - November 4th 2009, 05:45 PM

You are sronger that you think. Don't give in to that sweety. You are so brave. I think that you need to open up to someone that you can trust like a friend or an adult. Do you have someone you can talk to?
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