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Shut them up!! - November 3rd 2009, 02:47 AM

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Let me start by saying: I don't want to die... I really don't.

But all I hear are these voices. These voices telling me to kill myself. All I hear as I walk around is ways I could do it and how I'm worthless and why I should just go for it cause I'm so stupid anyway. I want them gone!! It's all I think about, they're controlling my life!!! I don't want to die anymore, I'm so scared. I sit there in class unable to focus. I can't breathe and I start to shake. I don't know what's wrong with me...

I used to be a very suicidal person but I gave up those thoughts after overdosing on some medications and feeling very crummy. Or so I thought. I was thinking about it again but I called my friend for help and his voice was all choked up and it just about killed me.. I thought I was done with this. What are these voices?? Why won't they leave me alone?? I don't want it to be like this anymore but no matter where I walk it's, "Look, a pair of scissors... go for it." or something like that. I'm so scared!! Help!



   
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Re: Shut them up!! - November 3rd 2009, 07:15 PM

I am sorry to hear that. It is good that you told someone because that is the only way to get better.
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Re: Shut them up!! - November 3rd 2009, 09:59 PM

Hey hun,
First things first you need to tell an adult..
Second distract yourself.. music, tv.. book if your that sorta person..
I hear voices I know how scary it is.. but tell yourself..
'There not real' 'Nothing will happen if I dont do as they say'
The more you give in the them the more power they have.
PM me if you need to talk about things..
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You wont try for me, not now,
Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone,

Isn't something missing?
Isnt someone missing me [x]

Baby, i want you to be my superman.
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Re: Shut them up!! - November 4th 2009, 05:12 AM

I really don't want to tell an adult... is there any other way?



   
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Re: Shut them up!! - November 4th 2009, 05:42 PM

Talk to someone that you can trust. Seek some kind of help from anyone. You need to get those emotions out and harming yourself isn't the answer.
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