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I dont even know anymore -
November 11th 2009, 07:59 PM
I've felt like there was no reason to like anymore since i was 13 but there was always something that kept me alive. i dont think i knew what that was till last night. i seriously thought i was done. i tried again for the first time since i was 13. my little sister then came into my room crying and said she couldn't sleep. shes 8. i immediately started crying knowing that i couldn't do this to her. i couldn't just leave her like this. i made myself throw up. got everything out of my system. there's still part of me that wishes she wouldn't have come into my room though. i knew i couldn't do that to her once i saw her but then when i think back i wish i would've just gone through with it. i'm not worth it and i there's no reason to live anymore. i just don't know how else to deal. i don't see any other way
Re: I dont even know anymore -
November 11th 2009, 08:26 PM
You are worth it. There is nothing that you could have done to make you not worthy of life. Talk to someone. I don't know if you've ever seen professional help, but maybe that should be something to look in to. They may not help at first, you may have to switch around a bit. If you're currently with someone and he/she's not helping, consider talking to your parents and getting different help. Listen to music, talk to friends. Take a walk. Nature can be very helpful with stress. If you ever need anything, get ahold of me
But in the end, the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel, how painful it may be, with the help of those around you, you'll get through this too.