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goodbye - November 12th 2009, 06:15 AM

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sorry i cant do this.
i hurrt tomany people im sorry. i love you.
if things go the way they are herading atm i wont be on ever agian.
i dont want to die, but i cant live.

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Re: goodbye - November 12th 2009, 11:06 AM

please please say it ain't so...message me or something if you are here..I really hope you still are. I fear saying anything too cliche but just know that I've been there, I've been out in the middle of the woods in negative 10 cold with my head in a noose. And I'm here today, and I'm very grateful I gave myself a chance. Please I hope you are still here in life, if you are not well...I wish you peace wherever you are.
   
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Re: goodbye - November 12th 2009, 07:23 PM

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i ended up taking 21 pills last night
but im still alive. im feel like im going to vom my troat is dry
and im shaking all over.
thankks.
love you all byee


You need to get help... Tell one of those people or call the emergency number in your country and tell them your situation. Please... you don't need to kill yourself because things will get better.

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...n-im-suicidal/
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Re: goodbye - November 12th 2009, 07:25 PM

I remember surviving my attempts. I understand. I am so happy your still here. If you need to talk about anything even chit-chat.I'm here too.There are people that can help. You don't have to die. There are other options even if you don't think that there is.
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Re: goodbye - November 13th 2009, 09:00 PM

becka,
if you need to throw up then throw up get it out of your system,
you need to our you can get liver damnage,
you never know what your body is feeling right now,
if you need to talk to anyone im here but you gotta realize your not alone,
you just gotta move from this and remind your self that you lived from this experience,
you gotta keep encouraging yourself to move on from things find a way to cope.
because you dont love them if you do this ,
your going to hurt them way more then you plan.,
they will wonder why you did this,
cause your intellegent ,
you really are,
but you just have to see why your smart,
your amazing,
just keep reminding yourself that.
because you need to have faith that you can overcome your battles.
because your battles will get worse if you dont fight them, ...
dont say your sorry, because sorry means you'll never do it again,
just you made bad decisions, and you should choose to make better ones,
you have to choose your ending, you have to choose what the outcome is.
no one else can.


hope i helped...
if you need me message me anytime,
im HERE, and i mean it,

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Re: goodbye - November 15th 2009, 02:56 AM

hey thanks guys!
im still here well i reallt dont know what was going through my head that night.
i have boooked a session with a councelor for monday.
i spent the last friday ci went to school spewed in class(my sweet friend help my hair).
i spent friday night spweing my guts out, pay back i guess!
so spending 3 days stuck at home in bed realy opened my mind. i feel bad that i tried i would of torn my bf's life in half and im not saying that being selfish he has said it to me. i guess it was one of thoes moments were u just do something and think of the consequeces later (sorry my spelling sucks :P).
so thats all i got to say.

thank you all so much loves you
   
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Post Re: goodbye - November 17th 2009, 07:47 PM

I am glad that you are still here and rememder if you need to talk I am here. Good luck to you.
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Re: goodbye - November 25th 2009, 07:18 AM

hey once agian thanks guys. things are going pretty good for me. im using natural herbal anti d's and things with my mates and bf is good.
   
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Re: goodbye - November 27th 2009, 08:55 PM

im still struggling along....still times where i dont feel like its worth it....i feel stupid but grate full that i tried and failed.. not failed survived. but dose life ever get easier, does the pain ever go away?
   
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Re: goodbye - November 28th 2009, 12:22 AM

I know it's hard to believe; but things do get better. Pain can go away. It's not always a quick recovery, but it's a recovery. And that's what truly matters, Right?

I'm so glad to see that you're doing better then you were, and I hope that you keep your head held high.

Life is going to have times where you feel it's not worth it, but then, you have wonderful times were you wouldn't trade anything for it.

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Re: goodbye - November 28th 2009, 01:11 AM

Hey Beka. I know you're struggling right now, and that more than likely there's honestly nothing I can say to help take your depression away. But if there was something I could do to make you feel any better, I would do it in a heartbeat.

I know hearing "things will get better" from a complete stranger on a random website isn't really going to make that big of a difference in your life, but it's the one thing I know is absolutely true. And I know this because I have been in your shoes before. I have contemplated killing myself many times in the past, and I couldn't be any more grateful that I didn't.

I don't know about you, but I believe there is more to life than pain and suffering. And I believe that all of us deserve to chance to live the good moments in life as well as the bad. I can't tell you what it is, but I know that there is a purpose for the pain we suffer from every day, even if it's only to get through that suffering and realize the true strength we have in ourselves.

You've made it this far, Beka. And guess what? You can make it this far again. Focus on today. Focus on getting throgh the next minute, the next hour. Don't focus on getting through a lifetime. Just remind yourself that getting through this moment is what counts. Not healing the depression with a snap of your fingers, but getting through today. Right now, that's the most important thing in your life. Getting through today.

I don't know you, but I know that you are stronger than suicide. I know there is a better way out for you, and you need to hang on for the ride so you can find out what that better way out is, okay?

I believe in you! *Lots of hugs* I want you to feel free to PM me anytime you feel the need to talk. Take care of yourself x





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