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Unhappy Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 9th 2010, 10:43 PM

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I'm just really upset at the moment. My dad snapped at me and because of me my gf ended up in a mental hospital, and today she was more angry about the fact that I landed her there. She made me promise i wouldn't kill myself while she was in the hospital, but at the end of the call she hesitated before saying she loved me. I could kill myself over that 5 second pause. [edit] now i just lost two other friends, so great. I've emailed my therapist twice since my session on tuesday, one of them talking about how suicidal i was, and she hasn't responded which is super unlike her. It's saturday night and I don't want to bother her by calling, but i'm home alone, i can't drive, and I want to die. I guess I could cut, but I don't like to cut more than once a day, and I already cut once today.

In chat a little while ago someone quoted Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult
"You don't need water to feel like you're drowning, do you?"

Give me alien abduction, or give me death. I'm sick of this pain.
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Re: Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 9th 2010, 11:11 PM

you should call your therapist. who cares if its saturday night. your therapist is there to help you. probably more than anyone on this site could right now.
   
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Re: Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 9th 2010, 11:18 PM

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you should call your therapist. who cares if its saturday night. your therapist is there to help you. probably more than anyone on this site could right now.
I guess because I don't think she can help me, and if she can't then I'll feel even more hopeless. Not to mention, being on the phone is anxiety provoking for me. Also, I don't want her to hospitalize me or have my parents breatheing down my neck tonight.



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Re: Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 9th 2010, 11:33 PM

I have nothing to say to you except the fact that I love you and you can do this. *hugs* Stay strong.

And remember...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uv2DyzhxpA0 <3

and here's some hope.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IrHee0ih_4

You can do this.. you've helped me through so much. Please. <3



   
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Re: Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 10th 2010, 01:28 AM

I know how you feel being completely alone.
And when it all comes down too it, your the only one that can help yourself get past it. But, you are strong enough too smile again, everyone is. The worst parts of the world are what makes the love so amazing.

I'm kind of busy ATM, but message me on here or add me on MSN if you want too talk some more.

Keep your head up, I'm sure the world is at your finger tips, don't let it fall away.
   
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Re: Give me alien abduction, or give me death. - January 11th 2010, 05:57 PM

Give your girlfriend time. Don't lose it over that 5 sec pause. You really shouldn't Megan. Take control and enjoy life. Go out to a movie or something, even treat yourself by buying dinner or takeout or whichever you like/want. Point being life is really special. You know this so don't spend even a second worrying.
   
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