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I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 04:35 AM

My minds sick.....I just worry and now i feel so dead inside, I feel empty and useless, I have posted here twice now, as last time i found a reason, but all the reasons i had before are now gone, i dont have anything left, no energy no strength.

1 reason i should die is because im thinking about it and that makes me a f*** awful person, i shouldnt want to die, i shouldnt consider it, i should live life like a normal teenager, but NOPE i have to feel dead inside.....who will miss me? no one, i have no one who wants to talk to me now im alive, whats the difference? im not changing lives, Im ruining peoples lives.......






   
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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 04:52 AM

You DO matter to someone. Choose wisely. Ending your life is ireversable. Once you do it, this can't be undone. However, believing in yourself and focusing on the positive is the best approach. Sorry I can't be of more help, but that's my two cents.


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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 05:00 AM

all i have left thats posotive is 2 cats.....everything else, Anything Anyone says i bet i wont have.
Friends - nope
Family - O well there all going to die of smoking in a couple of years anyway, Plus im just dragging them down
Girlfriend - I dont believe gives a shit at all (dont comment, you dont know)

All im trying to do is work out the quickest, easiest way of going, if i find a clean easy one ill do it.....






   
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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 05:13 AM

First of all, there are about 10,000 people right here who care about you

Second: are you in college? Do you get good grades? Are you a good musician? Can you paint or draw well? Praise yourself for your good qualities and strengths. Set goals for yourself and think positively about them. Visualize what things will be like when you reach your goal.


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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 05:58 AM

im in college but i dont want to be there i dont enjoy it and therefore i get bad grades, there are no posotives....i have a roof over my head and most of a living family including 2 cats..... There thats what i have, Thats more than others have, but thats






   
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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 06:58 AM

You have hope if you're posting on here. There may be just a tiny speck of it, but it's something worth living for. There has to be something else you want to do, career-wise. If you keep in mind just one goal you'll have a reason to live, not that a chance at life isn't simply a reason to live in itself.

Have you tried talking to someone such as a family member or counselor?


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Re: I deserve it - January 29th 2010, 08:07 AM

when i told my mum she told me i was "the most negative person on the planet" and no, no councelling as of yet, yes of course i want to fiind a reason to live, i just can thats my problem....i mean my biggest goal is to leave the country and live in America but the stupid system wont allow me






   
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Re: I deserve it - February 1st 2010, 06:17 AM

i know sometimes it feels like there is no reason to live,i have been where you are.
You have to give yourself a reason to live. Make friends. Get a hobby. Make a list of things you want to accomplish wether its ridiculous things you've always wanted to do or serious things.
Also maybe try writing? Painting? You don't have to be good its just expression. Just get your feelings out in the open they will be more clear to you.


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