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I think... - March 5th 2010, 04:37 PM

Ever been so worn out you don't have the energy to think or smile? That's how I've been lately.

i try to connect with people, but nobody responds to me. I'm getting so lonely. School money is stressing me out lots...and my loans aren't much better.

My boyfriend and I rarely see each other since he works full-time and overtime since the Toyota recalls...I really miss him. By time he gets home he grabs some food, then goes to sleep. I know it isn't his fault...I just really miss him. He only gets one day a week off too.

Hardly anyone talks to me. Even my mom. She's too busy talking to my older sister all the time. Even my pets don't seem to really care if I'm around or not.

I feel invisible. Completely invisible...why can't anyone see me?

Suicide thoughts are becoming stronger, and coming more often. I don't have pain I want to escape from. I just don't feel like it matters if I'm here or not, so I want to just leave and stop bothering people who don't want to talk to me.



Don't message me saying you care because most of you don't know me nor do you talk to me. Don't tell me to live because there is a purpose and I just haven't found it. Either give me a person or don't respond.

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Re: I think...I think this is Goodbye - March 5th 2010, 06:12 PM

Hey mystery,
Sorry to hear you are still going through a rought time. Life hits us fast, but that doesn't mean you can't fight back. It does matter if your here or not. Think of how your boyfriend would feel if you killed yourself. He might blame himself his entire life. Your mom and sister too. Just because they don't talk to you much doesn't mean they don't love you and care about you. I know it's hard to imagine, but everyone in your life would miss you greatly if you weren't here anymore. Something that helped me when I was feeling suicidal was one of those facebook tagging pictures. It said "If I died tomorrow, what would you want me to know?" Then I tagged everyone I could possibly think of. The responses I got were quite surprising and helped me realize I'm not just fighting for myself, I'm fighting for everyone in my life also. It doesn't matter if your going to hate me for saying this, but I really do care about you. I feel the pain you are going through and I understand the constant struggle life can be. You are stronger though ok? I'm always here for you, no matter what.
Hang in there,

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