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I dont care - March 7th 2010, 10:50 PM

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I don't care anymore.
You can hurt me now.
I don't give a shit about anything.
Just kill me already.
JUST KILL ME!
I dont care if you shoot me or stab me i dont care just kill me!
Just let me die!
Everything you and everyone has done is useless and pointless because you just dont give a fuck!
God just strike me with lightning, i dont give a fuck!
just KILL ME!
with my live lost, you wont give a damn, you wont.
cause you'll be relived that i am dead!
you'll say yay! shes gone! no more problems!
well fuck you then
my friends they'll feel bad, but I DONT CARE!
my family they'll feel relieved but I DONT CARE
you can just shut up and shoot me!
i am a bad person, i dont belong in this world
im selfish
i hurt myself
i blame people for the things i do
i want to make people suffer
i am a hypocrate
i disobey
im useless
im a bitch
im a whore
i dont give a fuck!
and thats my problem that you have to solve
cause i dont care and i just want to fucking die!
why can't someone just go and shoot me in the head already!
just stab me
give me a rope, ill hang myself
rip open myself
grab by heart and pull it out
as long as im dead i dont care how you kill me just kill me
id rather be dead then listen to your incompitance
i dont give a fuck anymore
why dont you see?
just let me DIE already!
you cant hold be back!
let me go!
you are distroying me!
get out of my fucking life!
leave me be!
stop looking at me!
shut up!
you caused this and you know it!
it might have started with something else but you enflamed the fire
you just dont want to see that!
you not?
cause im stupid?
yeah i am
i am fucking messed
congrats
you got what you wanted
my death.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: I dont care - March 7th 2010, 11:00 PM

Please don't kill yourself! There are MUCH better ways to deal with things! I Don't Care if you think you're family won't miss you! THEY WILL! You can deny it all you want, but they definitely will. Can you imagine how devastated your friends, family, teachers, doctor, etc. would be? Don't do it! If you are seriously considering this, call a suicide hotline or 911 NOW!


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Re: I dont care - March 7th 2010, 11:04 PM

i cant
'cause it's true, my parents wont be devistated
and if i call 911 or suicide hotline
my parents will NEVER forgive me again
and this is the truth, when i feel suicidal i cant do anything about it
their rule
so its better off if im dead
they wont care about me being dead
they'll care about the bills
and with 911
they'd be the one's killing me


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: I dont care - March 10th 2010, 01:42 PM

No, it's NEVER better-off for someone to be dead! If nothing else, talk to a friend and see if they can go with you to a counselor. They DO care about you. If they don't they aren't really your friends! You could also try listening to songs with encouraging lyrics. I will send you a list by PM


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