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Thumbs down Horrendous Week! - April 12th 2010, 08:41 AM

I have had the worst week ever!
I had a huge bust up with my mum last wednesday, then on easter sunday I found out that my ex bf had upset loads of my friends at a party on saturday night and couldnt remember a thing. I told him part of what he had done on monday and then later he said he was going to kill himself because he had upset the one person he cares about the most....me. I had to ring him and talk him out of it, which I did thank heavens! on tuesday me and my mates had a massive fall out with this girl who was part of our friendship group, so that caused a lot of drama, on wednesday night my best mate attempted suicide by overdosing on pain killers, I had to ring her nd convince her to make herself ill to bring the tablets up! again, thankfully after some persuasion she did and I also made her go to the Drs and get checked out and she is ok. as she keeps reminding me though, she is only ok cos of me. then on thursday I found out that our landlady has put the house on the market so we r gonna have to move out when/if there is a sale. there is no rush but my mum has started looking and she says as soon as we find a house we are going..even if its in the middle of my A level exams!!!!
Anyway, as you can imagine, it has effected me hugely. Last night I started having sort of flashbacks....seeing my best mate dead. seeing my ex bf dead (we r v close mates). I cant get rid of the images of them. I'm just a mess. I want to go to bed and never get up again. I just dont want to be here! i want to dissolve into blackness and never be hurt again.


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"It gives me hope. I love you so much. You give me a reason to breathe. Its something for me to not kill myself for" >>> means so much :')

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Re: Horrendous Week! - April 12th 2010, 01:40 PM

Hey there,

I really think you need to tell someone how you are feeling. Talking can really help. Or you could try writing your feelings down in a journal or letter. Whether you show anyone is up to you. Even if you decide not to show anyone, it will still help you to express your feelings in a constructive safe manner.

I know it might seem hard right, but don't give up. You can do this. Everything will be okay.

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Re: Horrendous Week! - April 12th 2010, 01:49 PM

Thanks Megan, I do talk to my CPN once a week, but all we seem to do is talk about it and she doesn't offer any solutions. I do write when I can, but I have been struggling with that recently.


"Friends are like stars; you don't always see them but you know they are always there"

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