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Unhappy No Way Out.. - April 13th 2010, 04:27 AM

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i need some opinions and views on my situation that I havent heard before..

I have been suffering and battling with severe suicidally hospitilizing depression for the past year. Ive been hospitalized 3 times. Once more and I'm going to a long term facility, then being placed in foster care. now for the fun part. I'm starting to get extremely depressed again recently. I've had numerous triggers one of the biggest beeing my grandfather is dying and im such an illconsiderate little prick that I dont care about it. i have to live around him and i know hes dying but I dont care. that makes me want to die every damn day im home. My anxiety issues and suicidal thoughts have come back with strength due to me not being on my medications anymore and now im not on anything at all. ive got nothing else to fight my depression off with anymore other then my music and my band. and my amp is broken in the first place.. that leaves me not enjoying playing my instrument. ive gone back to cutting and I bled so much the other night I passed out in the shower.. If I get caught im fucked.. my life will be over. so help..
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Re: No Way Out.. - April 13th 2010, 04:46 AM

Hello there,
I can tell you haven't been doing well but you have been strong coming to this forum to seek advice. You are obviously very hurt and can't think straight but the good thing is that you have recognized you need help and that is the first step to recovery. It is important that you stop thinking to yourself about your mistakes because you are only making yourself feel worse. You can move forward and better yourself, please take the time to recognize that there is value in your life. I suggest calling a hotline so you can get the professional help that you need while being able to stay anonymous. I was once suicidal in the past and I couldn't find joy in anything, I was stuck in a depressed state for months but I eventually found where I could shine and I became happier again. I know you will too.
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Re: No Way Out.. - April 15th 2010, 03:09 AM

I can't get proffesional help. my physciatrist is putting me on medication that makes me want to kill myself. and she will not change it. I can't get professional help without having my life destroyed by an organization call FAP. foster placement.. if i get worse im done.
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Re: No Way Out.. - April 15th 2010, 03:17 AM

With the hotlines they can not find out who you are unless you tell them. And there is never an obligation to tell them. Therefore you can indeed speak to a professional without the risk of being put on FAP.
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Re: No Way Out.. - April 15th 2010, 03:33 AM

id respect the people on a website more then someone over a phone because atleast you can see what all their saying. and see if they come from the same background. but idk. just when it gets to bad one day im gone. dont care how i go. or how much i bleed im gone.
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