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Angry Why? - April 26th 2010, 03:05 PM

Why do I want to be ill?
Why do I not want to take meds?
Why do I not care?
Why dont I care that noone cares?
Why do I want to go into hospital?
Why do I want to be crazy?
Why do I want to be screwed up?
Why do I not give a shit about anything?
Why do I only care about others and not me?
Why do I want to get into trouble?
Why do I want to be violent?
Why do I want to smash peoples heads in?
Why do I feel suicidal?
Why do I feel self concsious?
Why do I hate myself?
Why cant I just kill myself?
Why am I alive still?


WHY THE FUCK?


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Re: Why? - April 26th 2010, 04:44 PM

I don't know Jamie. Though I think those are good questions to ask. Self-hatred shouldn't be left unexamined. If you need to, or want to, feel free to message me.

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Re: Why? - April 26th 2010, 08:14 PM

Jaymi, sounds to me like you're giving up hope. Probably because it seems things aren't getting any better for you.

Perhaps you should mention these thoughts to a professional. Not only to keep yourself safe, though I get that you don't care about such right now, but... This could also possibly be a diagnostic detail a professional missed. If it is, this could change your medications, therapy, and even your life.

It's always at least worth a shot.
   
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Re: Why? - April 28th 2010, 11:32 AM

Hey there Jaymi,

I'm sorry that you're questioning all of these things. It sounds as though you're really struggling right now and you could do with someone to talk to.
I don't think that some of those things that you're wondering aren't too unusual when you're feeling depressed, but they certainly aren't pleasant things to have to contemplate.
Perhaps talking these issues through with a doctor, counsellor or therapist could really help you deal with these questions, Jaymi, and perhaps give you some answers.
Also, if you feel suicidal and want to harm yourself or others, this really does need to be addressed. Please talk to someone as soon as you can.

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Re: Why? - April 28th 2010, 09:03 PM

Things are so shit at the moment. I cant just cope...like its not easy. Fuck it. Thats what I think of like. Fuck.


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Re: Why? - April 29th 2010, 08:09 PM

Still feel shit,


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