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Angry Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 08:08 PM

Shit - I am struggling.
Shit - I want to go into hospital
Shit - I want to hurt myself
Shit - I want to hurt others
Shit - I have a suicide plan
Shit - I have no one to talk to
Shit - I need pain
Shit - I need to tie a ligature
Shit - I was raped this time 10 years ago
Shit - I am fat, short and ugly
Shit - I hear voices
Shit - The terroists are after me
Shit - The terroists are watching/recording me
Shit - Im scared
Shit - I am depressed
Shit - I am furious
Shit - I hate my life
Shit - I see things that only I see
Shit - No one believes me when I say I see and hear them
Shit - No one believes me when I say I am suicidal
Shit - I have to kill myself
Shit - FUCK FUCK FUCK I WANT TO DIE FUCK FUCK FUCK I WILL TRY.


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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 08:20 PM

I don't know what to say in responce to that, but i feel i have to. You're not alone in this. Have you been to a doctor and told him the things you're experiencing ? I highly doubht you're short fat and ugly.

I don't know what to say other than i'm here if you need to talk x
   
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 08:40 PM

it will be ok i now have some new problems like what you said
   
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:20 PM

who have you talked to about hearing and seeing things and about being suicidal? have you talked to a trusted adult, someone who can help you get help? because if you have then something is wrong with that person- they have no right or reason not to believe you. you really need to talk to someone. have you told your parents? I know that talking to parents isnt easy- but even if you tell them that you want to see a therapist and then not tell them anything is something. if they ask why, just tell them that you need someone to talk to. if your parents refuse to let you go see someone, then is there anyone you can talk to at school? a social worker? if so then you should go to them. because it is a form of neglect if your parents refuse to get you help.
please keep fighting to try to get yourself help. i can imagine what you are going through. i know how difficult it is to have people not believe you when your seeking help. please try not to let this discourage and please keep trying.
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:24 PM

Im 24 and live 24/7 with a carer. They are not proffesionals ao they dont know what I am going through (I have mental health problems), there is no point telling them, because I have been like this for over 12 years. I have made several suicide attempts and because I am not dead they dont take me seriously, but I have plans, and this time its my time.


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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:29 PM

are u on meds? do u see a dr or a therapist? is there anyone else u can talk to who will help you?
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:33 PM

Im on meds yes......I dont have anyone to talk to, I don thave a therapist or anything.....hence coming on here to rant...


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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:36 PM

if you are on meds, do u see a dr? if so maybe you can tell the dr the issues and ask him or her to recommend a therapist. i really think that you should be seeing a therapist or someone to help you out. im surprise that your dr doesnt require you to see a therapist- mine does.
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 2nd 2010, 09:42 PM

I really dont know.....


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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 3rd 2010, 09:02 AM

why don't you come on here and perhaps talk to us? we're all willing to help share your burden!

please do feel better.
   
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Re: Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. - May 3rd 2010, 10:17 AM

Hey, I'm sorry you feel so alone. I know it's hard to believe, but things will get better. I'm glad you didn't succeed at suicide.

Please feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk; I'm here to listen.

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