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too hard - May 2nd 2010, 08:29 PM

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i want to die.
everything is broken
i cannot fix it
my mum knows all now, no secrets
she knows why i want to die
and really, if she were to be honest, she knows it would be best
i cannot cope with these bullies at uni, my lack of friends, all my memories
its all too hard
i am not stronge enough for this
i am exhausted of life
i finished threapy, as a lost cause.
i'm being reffered to a psyhothreapist. to see if im crazy i suppose
i know i am, but i cant be locked up, i'll be made to live, to try, to keep on this pointless road.
i feel like my heart has been flattened then ripped apart.
i'm cloaked in darkness and a blanket of rain, at least there no one can tell if im crying.
if they did all they would do is mock me
i know i shouldnt care, these people are pathetic, but as much as i know there in the wrong, it doesnt help my already self loathing.
i wont do this anymore


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Re: too hard - May 3rd 2010, 03:04 AM

Well hopefully your mum will continue to be by your side as the doctors try to help you feel better.

No point in giving up, especially since you haven't tried everything, right?
   
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Re: too hard - May 3rd 2010, 04:32 PM

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No point in giving up, especially since you haven't tried everything, right?
i fail to see this
just because i find it hard to live without threapy-means i shouldnt live
im not worth this


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Re: too hard - May 3rd 2010, 08:45 PM

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i fail to see this
just because i find it hard to live without threapy-means i shouldnt live
im not worth this
Would you tell a friend in the same predicament the same advice? Somehow I doubt that, so why would you feel you're worth less than everyone else on this planet? You DESERVE happiness, even if it may take some more extreme measures for you to achieve it.

Think of it this way, governments keep rapists, paedophiles and murderers alive in prisons. They pay for them to have a place to stay, watch TV, get exercise, have meals. Although personally I don't think they deserve it, but thats not the point. Point is, if they get those kinds of things, why shouldn't someone, who didn't do anything wrong and just got a rough hand at life, not have help? Why should that person give up when they can get better?
   
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