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I have come to the realization that.. - May 3rd 2010, 01:26 AM

I hate everyone!

I didn't know exactly where to post this, but I'm feeling a bit down so I plonked it here, feel free to move it. Back to my rant..

Yes, I hate everyone. Every single person in the world just annoys me so much. No matter what they're doing, it more than likely just pisses me off. I don't really like being around other people, at all. And I don't really know how to act in social situations, so I try to avoid them most of the time. I don't know whether this is because I do generally not like other people, or because I'm just so fucking depressed with my life, that I don't care about anything. I have no motivation to do anything and I hardly have an excuse to get up in the morning. I sleep til at least 12 every day, and when I get up I just stay in, fuck around online and eat shit loads of food. I don't have a job, and have lost all motivation to get one. I don't even know what I want to do with my life! At all, not one bit. Everything I've tried, I've hated and/or just failed at. I just hate being around a lot of people, so anything customer facing really just does annoy me. And I can't do phones either, so that sort of job is out.

I've been meaning to rant about my life for a while, I suppose now I've just gotten round to it. I just don't know what to do any more. I've lost all will to live, and I don't care about anything. I don't even want to get up in the morning because I know I'll just be sitting in all day doing nothing. I hardly have any friends, they're all just acquaintances that I see every now and then for a bit of time out. Which is all right I suppose. But apart from that I just do nothing.

I don't really know what the point of this was. Maybe it was to just get it out. I've said it all before to someone, but I just think that I'm way beyond help. I might just be ranting about all this, but feel free to comment.

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Re: I have come to the realization that.. - May 3rd 2010, 03:13 AM

I know exactly how you feel with people, and with your routine. I don't do much, although I do look for a job, and just can't get hired. Anywhere. I hardly ever leave the house, hardly ever see people. In fact, today was the first day I had been out with a friend in about a month. And yes, it sucks. I sleep in to avoid the boredom, the failure, the everything.

So I mean, if you ever wanna PM, feel free.
   
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