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Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 02:38 AM

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Please... It think it should be my choice if I wanna live or not... It's just not fair...
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 02:40 AM

What's going on that makes you want to end your life?



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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 02:43 AM

So many mental, emotional problems and things that enhance them. Recently, it's my dad. Makes me feel like I can never be a man and always be a bitch...
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 02:45 AM

Those things can be overcome though. With help, you can get through this. Counseling, medication...there are options. Don't view suicide as an option. You can get through this. You deserve to live.
Can you talk to you dad? Or is he unapproachable? Can you distance yourself from him so that he doesn't have as much of an effect on you?



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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 02:50 AM

I've tried counseling and meds, but gave up on those.

My dad never listens and always feels he's right. I try to mind my own business and stay in my room, but he comes in whenever he feels like it. That's one of the problems. He just needs to stay away from me.
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:01 AM

Why did you give up on them?
I'm sorry about your dad. I understand...my dad is like that too. I just try to block him out as much as possible.



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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:05 AM

They weren't working, I guess.
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:17 AM

He doesn't really talk to my sister anymore, especially the oldest one. Why can't he do the same with me?! Just leave me alone!

I fear if I get him to stop talking to me, I'm gonna have to endure something terrible from him just like my sisters did...
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:19 AM

sometimes it takes a while to find the right meds for you. It took me nearly a year and 5 different meds to find what was right for me. As horrible as you are feeling, you can get better. There is a better day out there.
It might be an idea to try and go back to counselling as it can help release these emotions and give you someone objective to talk to about your problems. If you didn't get on with your last counsellor, then it might be an idea to try a new one as, like meds it can take a while to find one that's right for you.
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:25 AM

Would you be willing to elaborate on what he did to your sisters?
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 03:59 AM

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sometimes it takes a while to find the right meds for you. It took me nearly a year and 5 different meds to find what was right for me. As horrible as you are feeling, you can get better. There is a better day out there.
It might be an idea to try and go back to counselling as it can help release these emotions and give you someone objective to talk to about your problems. If you didn't get on with your last counsellor, then it might be an idea to try a new one as, like meds it can take a while to find one that's right for you.
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Would you be willing to elaborate on what he did to your sisters?
They made it obvious that they lost their respect for him, and as a result, he threw huge outbursts. He was screaming and telling to leave the house. He has done this numerous times and still does it to this day every time he feels disrespected by them. He even physically abused them and threatened to kill them. He's actually done this to me as well, but it seems that he didn't get the message clear enough that I want him to stop talking to me completely.

I mean, I'm pretty sure he knows I don't like him, but I guess he thinks I still have some love for him. My oldest sister is more vocal than the younger sister about his flaws, so I guess he feels he can still get something out of the younger sister, but still to a lesser extent than me. The thing is I've expressed my discontent as well. I even said shit like, "Fuck you!" to him and I faced the consequences, but I guess I give off something that makes him believe I like him more than my sisters do. That's not true...
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 06:11 AM

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They made it obvious that they lost their respect for him, and as a result, he threw huge outbursts. He was screaming and telling to leave the house. He has done this numerous times and still does it to this day every time he feels disrespected by them. He even physically abused them and threatened to kill them. He's actually done this to me as well, but it seems that he didn't get the message clear enough that I want him to stop talking to me completely.

I mean, I'm pretty sure he knows I don't like him, but I guess he thinks I still have some love for him. My oldest sister is more vocal than the younger sister about his flaws, so I guess he feels he can still get something out of the younger sister, but still to a lesser extent than me. The thing is I've expressed my discontent as well. I even said shit like, "Fuck you!" to him and I faced the consequences, but I guess I give off something that makes him believe I like him more than my sisters do. That's not true...
I really think you should call the police on him.
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 08:08 AM

My mom doesn't want me to do that. We're not in the position to right now. It's hard to explain.
   
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 06:37 PM

Well if people are in danger, then the police need to be notified.
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 5th 2010, 07:08 PM

Just because your mother doesn't want you to doesn't mean you shouldn't. You are at an age where you have the right to make your own decision.
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Re: Just let me die already... - May 6th 2010, 03:14 AM

It's just the circumstances around it. It's hard to explain. It's not as simple as picking up the phone to call the police. I know he won't kill us. He's not that stupid, but he's a fucking asshole for sure.
   
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